I was damn busy for the past few days=s

not because of doing project but eating!!!

I feel damn guilty=x

LOLX

Wednesday: Ice cream buffet at Swensen at ION Orchard!

I went with Rachel, and it's really worthy!

After service and GST charge, it's about $22.25 for 2 persons=]

Okay, let pictures tell the story:

1st round, oh my oh my~~

Me and the very sweet girl, Rachel Chew~~

I though i'm in the heaven~~

I think i will go for the second time^^

Thursday: Had dinner at Ma Maison at Bugis Junction

Finally meet up with all my dears~~

supposed to be all presenting,

but Sinng suddenly cannot come=[

So SAD (T.T)

And i apologize for being such an outdated friend=p

Haix, Karen should change!!!

Yo, wanna see something?

My 20th year old birthday presentS?

Hehe^^

First present i received is from Rachel

Moisturizer from The Body Shop!!

And a love letter somemore!!!

She is so sweet, omg~~

But strawberry flavour ah, hmm....

Well, i should like it=p

Just like the next present i got.

Second present is from SALVO

Necklace from Metallurgy,

"KAREN SALV(L)(L)9"

and also cakes, and birthday card!
Oh my god, salvo is as sweet as always>.<

And the third present i received is from Debbie^^

Just got it today cause we met at TP before the discussion with LO.

Famous Amos cookies~~

After the discussion, headed down to Changi Ferry Terminal

I was so hungry so i ate it!

hahas, yummy yummy~~

Wow, this post is so long and so many picture, hahas

at Malaysia now=]

家，是永远的避风港。

Be prepared to listen to my complaint!!!!

Tsk! tsk tsk!!
Karen is annoyed by a lot of things.

First, Major project.
There is a report and a logbook to be completed by dunno when.
Then next Saturday all the interns are needed to go back to TP
to give a presentation about the MP
and also submit a 2-page submission.
The thing now is,
I HAVE DONE NOTHING FOR THE MP LOGBOOK!!!!
Although we keep reading the material given by our supervisor,
i still dunno what to write in the logbook.
It seems like nothing to write...
And i dunno how should i perform the logbook.
i very stress....i wanna go home....

Second, SIP at Shell Seraya.
Well, all the colleagues there are nice peoples=]
This is what i appreciate.
BUT there is always EXCEPTION!!
The story is normal.
In my company,
other than interns from TP,
there are also interns from NP.
And also some contract staffs who continue to work there after their internship there.
So these peoples are split into 2 group, i name them A and B.
I'm more towards A side cause normally B side will not ask me to go with them.
If you think i choose to get closer to A side then you are wrong.
I would say i'm the passive side
and let people choose whether they wanna get closer to me anot.
So, basically, i am so called "friend" of them, both A and B.
However, sometimes i still find that,
B is too=[.
I remember there was this incident...
there was a celebration for this birthday girl at pantry.
So everyone went down to celebrate with her.
And after we got the cake,
we stayed there to chit chat a bit though we dun really close to her.
This is about socializing and politeness.
So you cannot straight away go up after you get the cake!!!
But still some peoples did that, so IMPOLITE=[
And i can tell, B is the one to make the situation like that.
So childish=[

And and and....
other than that,
i personally find that,
GUYS ARE DAMN FUCKED UP!
Every time fuck here and there.
And i think you damn IMBAL,
just a few words that come out from your mouth
can make me angry until i dun feel like talking to you.
But but but, my dear readers,
dun think that the person is not a good person, he is.
Just that he got some kind of fucked up attitude problem, sarcasticness.

And i did this personality test before,
i think the description is super accurate:
一粒粒的汤圆看起来都一样，只有咬下第一口才知道馅料的口味。
你的脾气就像汤圆难以捉摸，有时可以很好，有时确很坏，
尤其当你遇上死对头，怒气更是控制不了。
建议你要学习控制脾气。
You thought i'm emotionless...
Well, that's because i hide all the unhappiness to avoid to quarrel with you=[
I'm learning how to control my temper ok!?
IDIOT!!!

And and and!!!
I think most of the guys on the world didn't learn what is apology.
This seriously applies to A LOT of guys,
i said A LOT, not ALL.
Finding excuses because of your false sense of pride!
To me,
it's super childish and foolish!
A matured man know when to stand their ground
when to apologize for their mistake.
大丈夫能曲能伸！！！

Huu~~~this post is so vulgar and harsh=[
I know it will hurt the person who i talked about,
and i 99% believe that he will read this post.
But who cares?
I dun have the responsibility of taking care your feeling
especially when i'm already annoyed by you=[
Sounds so not Karen huh!?
Maybe you will think i'm so fake that
i dun even voice out a little bit of the unhappiness in front of you,
but then i burst out all of it here.
Blogspot some more,
everyone can see...
But well, there is always a reason for me to blog most of the time.
Because i still own a diary and myspace.
I can choose to write in chinese in myspace or my diary
then you will not get to read and i'm saved.
So the reason is i want you to know but i dun want to tell you face to face.
Because you are unworthy.
I will only use my courage to face the person i care.
Like what i always do in this
Super Awesome dunno what Organisation
lolx, think they will kill me...

Ok, lastly,
I am damn annoyed by SALVO la!!!!!
Joking joking=]
Because we cannot drum for a month=[
Damn sad=[

Later is salvo performance on Singapore National Day at Tampines Central Park.

We have to gather at school at 6:30am,

and why the hell am i still awake!?

The feeling was suck!

I dunno what had happened to my head,

felt damn unwell,

Bastard...

Oh well, someone called me now,

but i ignore it,

cause i recognise the number.

Everytime call me and say:

"Hello, may i speak to Suria?"

Sianzzz....

Please!!!

I WANT TO SLEEP!!!!!

I think....i'm qualified to be a stalker.
Why so?
Because I ACCIDENTALLY, UNINTENTIONALLY found the blog of this guy who we bought drumsticks from!!!

I damn "zai" right, wahaha~~

And i found out he is the president of preparatory commitee of this 24 festival drums event.

Damn IMBAL la....
Ok, so here is the link of
“第五节廿四节令鼓全国观摩会”
http://fpschu.multiply.com/photos/album/124/124

Before you all click on the link, please look at this 2 photos below,

it's from the album also.

Chia Wei!!!! The gesture of this person reminds me of chia wei=]

Kelvin!!!! Oh well, this is super kelvin-ish XD

Happy birthday to me!
Mummy i love you,
Thank you for giving birth to me^^

I'm in love with Naan curry combo=]

Walao walao, i didn't know that Indian food is so NICE=]
Our department had a farewell lunch for this indian colleague who is leaving,
so they catered indian food,
Naan with curry is damn NICE=]
i eat until i very full,
but i still wanna eat the naan curry combo!!!
Walao walao, fat die me=.=

Hmm...just realise that i wished Lynchan happy birthday on MunYong birthday...
MunYong, i'm so sorry!!!
But i got wish you face to face,
so i think it doesn't really matter, lolx
And i forgot to bring drumstick!!!!
Sian, later have to use the pervertic drumstick, hahas
Can't wait for 8:30pm to come~~
Ohya, and soon i will post some cute cute comic^^

HOLIDAYS END!!!
sad...haha! No la, just kidding=p
I enjoyed the holidays
cause the darkness of my dark circles was reduced
and i got no EYEBAGS! =D
But i believe they are on their way to find me, NO~~~

Hmm...going back to Salvo today.
Time passes so slow since last thursday, DAMN!
Can't wait to drum.\/.
I'm gonna drum like nobody's business!!!
Well, i suppose i'm back with
right atitude right behavior=]

Ohya, Happy belated birthday to Lynchan^^
So sorry for this super late birthday wish!

Haha, this picture was taken after 2008 TP Rawks performance,
we look stupid>.<'''
LynChan~~you never thought i will post this picture right?
Haha, this is so called "SURPRISE"!!!!!

HOLIDAYS=)

Finally can upload picture~~

And here they are...

Ostrich Farm:

We stood on ostrich egg, damn strong!

We fed this female ostrich and then took picture with her.

This is my house's new dog called xiao xiao!!!

Cause the original xiao xiao died=(

I'm not that optimistic as others think.
I'm not that brave as others think.
I'm not that good as others think.
I'm not that smart as others think.
I'm not that easygoing as others think.
I'm not that kind as others think.
I'm not that thoughtful as others think.
I'm not that easily cry as others think.

I wonder who/how many people actually fully understand me.
I no need the compliances,
but i need the understandings.
It's so lonely.

If she is here with me,
i will know what to do,
i will know how to do.

But on the other hand,
if i can figure out the truth,
if i know him well,
i will know what to do and how to do also.
Again like i said, i not smart enough.

This is a conversation on msn between me and my sister:
siMpLE gAL says:
wat eat tiramisu?
siMpLE gAL says:
or cheese cake?
(F)予瑄 ^Desire for a happy life^ (F) says:
你要做啊？
siMpLE gAL says:
yup
(F)予瑄 ^Desire for a happy life^ (F) says:
cheese cake^^
siMpLE gAL says:
ok

I hope i can fly back home now!!!!
I MISS HOME=(

Currently cannot upload any picture=(
Dun ask me, i also dunno why...
This supposed to be a super long post
since last week i was so busy until i couldn't really blog on my life, lolx
But i can't upload the picture so i very sianzzz now.
Therefore it will not be that long.

The saturday before last,
WanYi went to my hometown again!!!
She with her family excluded her sister,
and also a couple who are friends of her mother.
What a weird group of peoples=s
But Karen is so friendly so i welcome them=)
We went to ostrich farm!
The farm had a not nice smell at the moment we went in.
But it was ok after awhile.
Then we saw 2 ostrich were making love^^
So~~can't say excited,
because it looks like the male is bullying the female.
When they separated from each other,
the female one walked in a trance,
trust me, it is super funny, LOLX
And the egg is so big and the shell seriously strong.
Ok, we took a lot of pictures,
will upload them when my computer or my blogger get right.
I suspect is my laptop's problem,
everytime cannot access to internet=(

Then after we came back to Singapore on sunday,
we went to Vivo city level 3, Amphitheater.
We were treated in a not-so-polite way by the security guard there,
so unlucky=(
Then went to buy my friend's present.
He is now 22 years old.
But the present is for his 21 year-old birthday present.
His birthday is on 26/7,
and i gave him his present last saturday,
which is 4th of July.
So the present is like 1 year and 1 week later!
Oh my god, seriously ah....speechless...

Then after that we went to Bebok block 85 to meet my friends.
I forced them to stay there and wait for me while i am still at Vivo City.
So no matter how tired were we,
we must go!
We had supper there,
chitchatted a bit and then went home.
When i reached home,
it was 12 plus already.
Bathed then slept at 1 plus.
The next day~~~TAKE MC!!!!
And that was the day my body started to cock up, DAMN IT=(
But dun worry, it's not severe at all.
My body, i know.

And last week why so busy is because i had to submit
Major Project proposal, SIP progress.
It was very last minute=(
haix~~Always like that one....i dun like>.<
Anyway, all the interns had to go back school on saturday to present our SIP experience.
So after the presentation,
went back home to rest~~
And waited for K box-ing at night later.
There were 4 poeples including me.
We took pictures of course.
So long never see already.
The guys is still so him,
i mean, he is still the A Le I knew.
Oh ya, he is the guys who i owed him the present! lolx
Then Wen also,
the last time we met was at April,
damn long la!!!
Saw her new hair style, it's good^^
Pretty girl ah, hahas
And another guy,
this one i think i never see him after i graduated from secondary school.
Didn't know that he can sing too=p

Hmmm....think that's all.
Then the mood for now is:
Yeah, Ruth coming back this friday!!!!
I 120% will go and fetch her,
only some baddie will say that i dun go also never mind=s
Whathell!!!!
Ok, turn in, bye.

I was on the phone with WanYi just now.
She asked me have i eaten?
Ya, i have eaten...
but i didn't tell her that i vomited out my dinner + lunch!
I seriously dunno what happen to my body!
I feel so dizzy during work
and stomach also dun feel well,
a bit like flatulence.
I vomited this wednesday during salvo.
Then just now also vomited....
The weirdie is that,
the lunch is still not completely digested,
why was i hungry?
There is a fault in my gastrointestinal system!
Haiz, old already....
Going to be 20 years old soon~~
Not TEENAGER anymore=(

I kept asking myself to stop it
but i failed.
I know it will hurt me.
I know it will make me hate myself even more.
But i couldn't stop.
I hate myself now!

Anyway,
I was writting my MP proposal
which is supposed to be submitted by this saturday.
But i was stuck at the Method part.
My mind wasn't the proposal but all about you...
So, let's talk about what i was thinking these days
when the reaction started.
Acid reacts with Alkali get what?
Answer is salt and water.
When acid is too much?
You will get salt and water and excess H+.
Now, the solution is not neutral,
it's acidic and will corode the beaker.
So, we added equal amout of alkali,
to get rid of the H+.
In another word,
we neutralise the solution.

You guys added too much acid,

so we add more alkali.

And the solution said:

"We find there is a big gap between us!"

Of course a big gap ,

pH 14 and ph 0,

isn't it a very very BIG GAP!?

So is whose fault?

Is the person who added the acid

or the person who added the alkali

or the solution itself?

Neutral or pH7,
is the best condition for everything.
中庸之道，Golden Mean.
For example,
Too fierce, ppls afraid of you;
too gentle, ppls take advantages of you;
too quite, ppls think you are unconcern;
too noisy, ppls think you are irritating.
So, dun be too extreme.
When people voice out,
that means they can't stand it anymore.
Ballon though is flexible,
it will still burst when it cannot sustain the pressure.

And for the scenario i am talking about, neutralization.
Yup, after a while.
The solution is stable.
There is no need to add any more acid or alkali.
Cause everything had been stablelised.
I hope so?

Although i dun think you will read my blog.
But ya...
do you understand what's wrong with us now?
我真他妈的不爽你！

It's the process of life, so what's your problem?

A problem occurs when
we are blocked by an obstructer but we dunno we are blocked.
A problem occurs when
we are blocked by an obstructer but we dun bother to eliminate it.
I dun see any problem because
we know there is a problem and we are trying to get rid of it.
I was told by my friend that,
there is always a solution to solve any problems.
And i believe
HEART is the only key.
I know, you know, everyone in salvo knows that,
we give our heart to salvo,
we treat each other sincerely,
the problem is not unsolvable.
Dun worry, be happy=)

For those who are over-sensitive,
hmmm...
哀莫大于心死
it means
there is no grief greater than the death of the mind.
If you think too much,
until you brain overload,
then you leave with a broken heart,
it's really unworth.
Because...
为了一个不是烦恼的烦恼而烦恼，
你不觉得这样真的很烦恼吗？

HAIX~~~
我现在真的很烦恼。。。
生病了，
都不懂是被谁传染的，
王八蛋。。。

Oh ya, add on...
In salvo,
there are so many over-sensitive peoples.
We laughed, we cried.
And after 1 year,
we grow up and be brave.
Dun be afraid to face the situation now,

it's all the process of life.

Even the hardest time will definitely be the sweetest memory when...
you are too old to drum!

I know someday,
we will be apart.
So i enjoy all the time we spend together now,
the happiness, sadness, lame-ness, gayness, TULAN-NESS, GUAILAN-NESS or whatever shit,
suck the shit!!! lolx
ya, this is the randomness=)
Okay okay,
they will all be in my memory...

I want to go home~~
I think i fall sick too,
feel so tired and sleepy...

You know what?
Today i'm using the adult ez-link card again...
Cause i cannot find my TP ez-link card!!!
Damn piss off!
Tampines to Jurong East le!!!!
so expensive,
and yet i cannot use my concession!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!
What's wrong with me?

And YOU KNOW WHAT!!!
I tell you, this is damn exaggerative!!!
Since i am working in Jurong Island,
there are 3 important things in my bag,
house keys, Ez-link card and JI pass.
Last time i said,
i used the ez-link card to tap when i was at the JI checkpoint.

Yesterday, when i walked to the JE Mrt station,
(was going back to Tampines)
i took out my JI pass,
wanted to use that to tap.
And, when i was about to alight bus 21,
(was going to E-hub!)
i took out my house keys...
Seriously i have no idea why i took out house keys!
Imagine if i din realised that is my house keys and tap on the scanner!?
It will be super funny=(

Does anyone know what is the thing called?
The one we tap our ez-link card on it.

Unlucky Tuesday morning=(

Woke up at 5am today,
then turned off the alarm.
Then my uncle woke me up at 7:15am,
when i supposed to board the shuttle bus...
Damn it!
So faster prepared to go out,
left home at 8am,
reached JE Mrt station at 9am,
took cab to Shell Seraya.
Finally reach there at 9:30am.
I was late for 1.5hours=(
Cab fare is $14.05.
And i dun even bring my Ez-link card.
Have to use the adult one,
i bought concession for my tertiary Ez-link card....
讨厌~~

Competiton is over....
加油 for next year Drumzout^^
Actually you all played well, so...
G-O-O-D J-O-B, Good Job! *Claps claps* Good Job!

Actually i'm proud of being a 24 festival drums drummer,
cause i LOVE chinese culture dip dip (>.<), lolx
So, what we should do is
发扬廿四节令鼓！
This is the first time we try to let others know what is 24 festivsal drums.
One of the judges already said that he dun really understand us,
so may next time they will understand.
好的开始是成功的一半，
and i believe we have the good beginning^^

廿四节令鼓包含了中华五千年的文化，
可不是那么容易理解的。。。
like i said,
we still have a long journey to go~~
Salvo 加油！！！

Yeah, blog again blog again!!!
Nothing to blog, so upload picture for your entertainment^^

Can see the word Air Asia.com?
Should board Air Asia flight next time,
cause the stewardess's tone really funny!



Karen on flight



Reach Singapore!
Karen首次独自飞，成功！！！

First, i want to thank those who come and fetch me,
i feel so happy~~
They are ChiaWei, Lynette, SoengMay~~, CharmaineS, WanYi, Eric and Clement.
But i am sorry that let you guys wait so long,
cause checkpoint there the queue very long...
Here is some pictures for this KL trip.


Breakfast at Changi Kopitiam, it cost me $5.10=(


The view after i come out from the aeroplane.

Meet Liyen at KLPAC,
the performances by the 24 festival drums troops are IMBAL!!!!!!
damn nice and creative.
Seriously i learnt a lot!
After the performance,
bought the mini drums and T-shirt and drumsticks.

Outside the theater, beside the stall, in the KLPAC^^

Then went to Sunway Piramid to shop.
Bought alot of bags and pouch=)
For my sisters and myself.
The bags and pouch are damn nice and cheap.
Although the money is given by my uncle before i went to KL,
i still feel guilty that all the RM100 gone!!!

Then today,
after met up with salvo,
we went to eat Popeye=)
My first time eating Popeye~~


After know my dearest salvo mates,
i also know a lot of eating place.
And also spend a lot money on it...
Salvo, increase your thriftiness!!
钱难赚啊！
LOLX=p

Oh my God!!!!
I can't believe that my uncle allow me to fly to KL alone tomorrow!
Somemore it's so last minute!
Hands Drumming Festival, Kaleidoscope aka 鼓宴,
HERE I COME~~~
I will bring back nearly 10 drums on sunday,
die man=x
dunno will charge anot?

Salvo!!!
You guys better come and fetch me on sunday!
Haha!
Then we can have a random outing again!

I'm so excited now!!!
Should go and pack my stuff,
祝我一路顺风~~

What the hell!!!!
Oh my god!!!
I want them all!!!
This is from the Malaysia's Hand percussion, 手集团.
They have a festival called "鼓宴", and they will sell these!!!!
Saw the mini drums there?
Omg, i damn freaking want to have it now la!!!!
Wah!!!
I can tell you my heartbeat damn fast now!!!
Can't imagine that if i cannot get them home=（
I will bang my head to the wall for thousand times!!!

陈再藩先生，笔名小曼。
He is one the founders of 24 festival drums.
Many peoples say that his name is 陈再潘，
which is wrong=(
藩=fan, 潘=pan!
So i hope atleast we Salvo dun mistake it.
Well, i found his blog while searching 24 festival drums' informations on google during my working time=)
wahaha~~~
I wish you guys go and read his blog,
both the "廿四节令鼓 by 陈再藩" and "廿四节令鼓的blog".
Well, the latter is the new blog,
but the former contains last time's posts that the latter dun have.
So you all must read both~~
Perhaps it will enhance our knowlegde of 24 festival drums=)

Because you will see that,
drums are not only in black colour.
(but mostly it's la, since the colour represent the "never-say-die" spirit)
There are golden festival drums also.
You will see that,
serious face is not the only facial expression presented during a perfomance.
You will also see that,
T-shirt of a 24 festival drums troop can any colour other than black.

See the world outside,
it's much wider than you know.

Salvo camp 2009

Came back from Salvo camp,
waiting my body to be dry so i can bathe.

To all the seniors and juniors:
Erm, this year the camp is good.
Like i wrote in the feedback form.
Be responsible is very important.
Yup, some of us make mistakes.
But who doesn't make mistake?
The most important thing is to correct it
and not making the same mistake again.

But on the other hand,
we are all adults and we have been taught since primary that
"When in front people talking, please respect that person and keep quite, pay attention,etc."
Maybe it's the culture that makes us still make this kind of mistake,
in front talks, behind also non-stop talking.
But i think, if you are a considerate,
you will know what the in front people want and what the thing you should or shouldn't at the moment.

And also,
if the reason being that you are too passionate,
then you should control yourself also.
Use your heart too see and to feel what the people around you need.
Dun bring the undesired condition to others just because of your passion.
Your passion should be a good thing to improve your whatever,
of course i am talking about drum skill=)
But not an excuse for you to drum when you are not suppose to "make any sound"!!!

Well, i am a very bad senior=(
I still dunno many of them,
i still...cannot say here, hahaha
Only in the girls toilet outside studio.
But i believe as time goes by,
we will mix well=)
I saw some juniors very cute, attitude also very good^^

WooHoo~~~
Knock off soon~~
Fly to TP now!
I very hungry!
But i heard got no food for me!?
Damn you Eric!
Haha, just kidding...

I am bored,
i am bored.
I AM SUPER BORED!!!!!!
9 more hours.
Wonders what are they doing now...

Yes!
My request for leave is approved=)
Meet Salvo at around 7pm later.
10.5 more hours to the camp~~
Horray!!!!

I hate i myself=(
Lost somethings that are super important!!!!
When i realise i lost them.
It's like 1.5 days later...
How can one be so blur?
No wonder my mum always scold me
"You cannot do big business one!"
"Dunno how you study one!"
"Go and bang wall!"
I will not talk back anymore if next time she scold me.
Because i feel like slapping myself for thousand times now....
I am such a useless rubbish=(
I think even rubbish is more useful than me la!!!!
It can be recycled~~

Anyway,
the " Go and bang wall!" is not true la,
just kidding=p
That is always my sentence.
Haiz, so for now...
I dunno what to do...
Waiting for peoples to help me.
Damn me!!!

Today Big Charmaine kissed me yeh@@
Omg, i was so shy!!!!

Hmmm......
not going to the ceremony,
thought no one is going, haiz.
What a pity!
But anyway,
it means that i sure will take leave on wednesday for Salvo camp=)

1st week of SIP had passed.
Nothing much,
help them to update datas, scan some documents...
And also use msn.

Not going to let the same thing happen again.
I dun like the feeling.
Feels so sorry.
Joke is a good entertainment when 2 peoples are bored,
but when it go too far,
it's called a cheat to the third party.
"She" wants me to make a promise so i did.
And this make me feel sorry until now.
I always think too much and i am always noob.
I dun understand you so i think a lot,
what if you this...what if you that...
Thank you to make me feel easier.
Still dun understand you but i think that's the way you console people=)
But dun scare me please...
It's hard for me to differentiate which sentence you said is true which is not.
Easily accept what people tell me is not a good thing,
i'm still trying to be clever,
which makes me feel so tired.
So as a friend,
please dun say such thing anymore, ok?

Receive the CCA Merit Award letter today,
Wth!! Damn happy=D
But here comes the problem.
I intended to take leave on wednesday,
for Salvo's training camp.
Since they say my supervisor is a very king person,
he will close one eye if we wanna take leave,
because theoretically,
we cannot take leave one.
But the ceremony is on friday,
and the rehearsal of it is on wednesday.
which mean i have to take leave on wendesday and friday, 2 days.
Will he be that kind?
Close both eyes?
One eye for wednesday, the other one for friday??
I will try super hard to get the leavessssssss!!!!

Another day have came to an end...finally.
Met a lot of ChE peoples today, coincidentally one=)
"You look very happy ah?"
this is the comment from the last person i met, Tze Yang!!!
hehe, so happy to meet everyone=)

Today, one of the colleague mention about "drumstick"
Well, she means the chicken drumstick....
But i straight away think of my Smiley face drumstick!
I'm so freaking miss SALVO=(

Ok, anyway...
Gonna post some pictures on CPTC graduation day.

My class, TP4 and Mr. Jimmy=)


The morning shift girls


All the girls from ChE!!!
(of coz you have to ignore the 2 guys behind,
and also there were 3 girls not there at that time.)

Haiz,
i can't post ANY PICTURES of my SIP.
Because taking picture is STRICTLY not allowed in Jurong Island.
Since we talk about JI,
if you have been there before,
you will know that we need a JI pass in order to get into JI.
We will tap the JI pass on the machine, like Mrt station that one.
Well, people always do silly things when their brain can't work properly..
In the early morning,
i was very tired,
i taped the EZ-link card on the machine instead of the JI pass.
When i realised i used the wrong card,
i immediately change to the correct one.
But....when i pass through the gate,
i saw the officer there smiling.
Laugh at me!?
Blek(=P) him.\/.

Finally, i went in to the Shell Seraya today^^
i woke up at 5:30am,
reached Jurong Island checkpoint at 8am.
Because we have to make a pass in order to go in to JI,
so we queued up and waited.
Meanwhile, there were 3 peoples cut our queue=(
1 uncle, 1 caucasian, 1 lady...
We stood for 2 hours, when we got our pass, it was 10am already.
But the bus we supposed to board left at 9:50am and it was the last bus...
WooHoo, good game!!!!
Then no choice, we called and took cab in~~
When we reach Shell Seraya,
we met a lot of peoples there,
and i can only remember some of them=p
will try to know them more in the following days.
Of course when we reach Shell,
we also kept waiting...
So today is like waiting and waiting,
after that, sit one corner,
reading and reading.
Almost felt asleep...

Well, i really appreciate that i'm not alone.
i really appreciate that there is someone i can seek help from, Huu~~
But i seriously miss Debbie who always take care of me=(
Okay, anyway...
Karen Jiayou^^

Tomorrow start my SIP at Shell Seraya.
If you dunno where is it,
it's in Jurong Island....AGAIN!!!!!
Damn.....tiring....
although haven't started my SIP,
i feel the tiredness now, haha
For my course Chemical Engineering,
(or maybe the whole applied science school, i dunno)
we have SIP and MP at the same time.
I feel stress...
when i saw the report book, log book....
Wah, feels like crying~~
I'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared!!!!
Haix....
Wish me good luck^^

WooHoo, i used the time effectively yesterday.
I woke up at around 8:45am.
Left house at 9:45am.
Then went bugis, walked to Bras Basar,
walked back to bugis again, took MRT back to Tampines.
Then take 29 to Changi=)
And when i reach Changi, it was 12:30pm only=)
Ok, the place at Bras Basar is called Art.Friend instead of Art & Carft

This is the place i
bought the things that i had bought since i lost them=s
After i reach Changi, i board the boat at 1pm.
And there were only 4 passangers in the boat!

Went to Little India and Bras Basar with 小小 today.
Because i want to buy some clothes to sew a pouch for my 鼓棒.
We bought our stuff at this shop called "Art and Craft".
The carrier is a YELLOW PLASTIC BAG!
Then we headed down to Tampines Mall to meet 若涵 and 婉仪.
We had dinner at The Cafe' Cartel.
After that, 小小 went off first since she got something on.
So, left 3 of us went to Century Square 3rd floor's toilet.
After the toilet break, we went to Best Denki.
When i happily walked around there, i realized:
Where is my YELLOW PLASTIC BAG!?
Oh my god!!!!!!!!
I thought i left it at The Cafe' Cartel, so i ran there.
But the staff there said they didn't see mine the yellow carrier.
While asking them, i recalled that i actually hung it behind the door of the cubicle.
So, i ran to Century Square 3rd floor's toilet again.
But it was not there!
Ok, fine, someone stole it=(
Sad, although it is not expensive,
i have to go back to Bras Basar to buy again la!!!!!
So irritating man=(

Wahaha, graduated today^^
From Chemical Process Training Center by Petrofac!
After the graduation ceremony,
we took A LOT of picturessss, really is a lot^^
After i get those pictures from facebook,
i will upload them here^^

Then went back school to meet my cousin to see a house.
The block we went is just a few blocks apart from Veron's house sia!
But i dun think he gonna stay there la=p
Will see how his partner say.

After that, met Hong and Pin.
Had a great time with them at Secret Recipe^^
Wanna go there again~~
but i don't want gain weight anymore=(

I'm feeling old...
Had final exam yesterday,
so i stayed up the previous night,
just like what i did in the past.
But yesterday, after i had my coffee and pancake,
i vomited after i reached CPTC.
But nothing came out except for the gastric acid and a little bit of coffee.
Then my throat didn't feel well.
After that, before going to Salvo,
i ate a chocalate croissant.
AND THEN~~i vomited again after i reach TP.
Now having a very bad sore throat=s
It's like the gastric acid corrodes my throat,
i think my throat is injured=(

Ok, i think i should quit this habit which had followed me since i was in secondary school.
Stay up late is not suit me anymore, sad...
And also, i will try not to do last minute job anymore=)

Yesterday was the last practical in CPTC.
Will go back there for final term exam on wednesday
and graduation ceremony on friday.
I will miss there>.<
My class TP4 is so good, classmates are nice....
Mr. Jimmy is a super nice trainer too^^
I will miss the KDU plant also...
Haiz....Time flies~~
6 weeks, gone.

CPTC night shift was great!
The view was so nice, but the weather was not so nice...
It was raining, but i got the chance to wear until like a banana=)
cause the rain coat is in yellow and somemore i wore the full set!
We did fuel switchover of the furnace system,
But the boardman tripped our system=(
haha, then we swapped,
we became the boardman, hehex
playing with the control board was cool~~
It's like the whole plant is under your control!

You know, when it is in the morning 6am plus
but you never get a rest for the whole night,
you will start to do some silly things.
This is what had happened in the lab.
(Iron testing procedure is infront of me)
Fren: Karen, what are you doing?
Me: Iron testing la!
Fren: No, i had done the iron testing, now we should do orthophosphate testing.
Me: Huh, no, you did the calsium hardness one, now do Iron testing.
Fren: No, i did the iron one.
Me: Ok, so now do what?
Fren: ORTHOPHOSPHATE!!

In the control room.
(we supposed to take a break, let the other 2 groups become the fieldman and boardman)
Me: Eh, so now who is the boardman?
Fren: The team with Mr. Sammy.
Me: Then who is the fieldman?
Fren: The team with Mr. Henry.
Me: Orh, ok...
Me: Huh!? So who is the boardman?
Fren: Mr. Sammy's team.
Me: Fieldman le?
Fren: Mr. Henry one la!

Had alot of funs there,
then had Mac. Donald for breakfast at TM at 10am plus.
Went back home, bathed, slacked and slept until 9pm.
Woke up for dinner, and now blogging.
ArhHHH~~~so sleepy....

"What a wonderful Friday"
This is what i have been thinking for the past few weeks.
If you know,
the time we spend in CPTP is tiring although enjoyable.
And most of the time, we were isolated in an island.
No computer, no handphone=(
Not like others, SIP still able to go msn, facebook...
But never mind, left 2 more weeks=)
And next week i will start my 12 hours shift schedule.
Wednesday is night shift: 8pm till next day's 8am
Weekends is day shift: 8am till 8pm
It's so cool~~

Well, I had experience mood swing since my CPTC started.
The previous post is not a sudden thought
but an emotional brokeout.
So, dun worry.
Nothing special happened.
Ehh, it still sounds like Karen is not happy=s
No no no no NO~~~~
I'm feeling better since the juniors came in.
It totally changes the atmosphere.
I hope and believe that things will change better.
Because when i stand away from the circumstance,
i saw what had happened actually is normal for a CCA.
Even is the response of everyone.

Since i started it, i should now end it here.
I will go on to seek and accomplish the thing i should do.
Thank you for showing me your concern to salvo and to everyone,
i really appreaciate it.
You all are good seniors^^

we are no longer a family

I dunno how many of you will understand what i say,
but basically,
those who understand may not understand also.

去年这个时候，我们加入了Salvo Drums。
六月短假，参加了训练营。
九月长假，Clement等人举办了两天一夜的chalet。
十一月的TP rawks，第一场表演。
今年四月，重大的表演—TP Open house，
在这期间，少不了无数的outings，
圣诞节、情人节，我们也一起度过了。
二月长假，第二次的chalet，
我们有一个长达三小时半的交谈。
就像clement说的，
“有哪一个CCA会像我们这样， 谈心谈到每一个人都哭的? ”

这一年来，我们一起走过了很多。
有欢笑，也有泪水。
我们之间的关系，从陌生到熟络，变得越来越亲密。
我们互相了解，信任，照顾，包容 。
我们都来自不同的家庭，背后有不同的故事。
不同的成长环境，让我们的思想也不径相同。
但是我们都有个共同点，我们都爱背黑锅。
通常我们会认为，
“都是因为我犯的错，事情才会这样，都是我的错，我对不起大家”
像慧莹说的，勇于负责任是好事，
但也不需要把全部的错往自己身上揽。
然而，因为这一点，显示了我们是多么的在乎彼此，
所以我觉得我们是最好不过的鼓队了。
一直以来都这么认为，直到前天，
我突然觉得，Salvo不再是一家人了。

或许我应该说，Salvo遇到瓶颈了。
因为我们变亲密的速度太快 ，
友谊最基本的“互相了解”都还没有打好 ，
就冠上了“家人”的称号。
从那之后，我们的关系，就原地踏步了。
了解度没有增加，包容度被质疑。
而这两个元素，却是成为家人，不可或缺的。
就因为这样，为了不破坏表面上的和谐 ，
许多的想法、意见，我们都不敢说出口。
除了怕伤到别人的心，也害怕得罪被点名的人。
因为我们不知道，别人是否能接受。
能接受就大团圆结局，
不能的话就是一根刺，卡在彼此的心里。
这样的我们，还是家人吗？

不是只有学业、鼓技，需要追求进步。
朋友或是家人之间的感情，也是需要被提升的。
难不成你以为那些家庭破碎、情侣分手、朋友翻脸，
是怎么发生的？
当人类相处得越久，问题或是意见就越多。
我们应该做的，
是尝试去更加的了解彼此，包容彼此。
可是我们没有，
反而我们一直在利用“家人”的名义，
去掩饰我们的一些行为。
一些无伤大雅，却又不想动机被承认的行为。
家人，我们配吗？

这样的我们，要如何走下去？
这样关系，仿佛紧绷的塑胶圈，就快被扯断。
这样的Salvo，让我窒息。
我已经很厌倦“Salvo是一家人”的这句话了。
它言不由衷、名不副实、令人难过。
没有生病过的感情，一旦倒下，
是很难康复的。
忘了《玄》的故事了吗？
朋友从认识，经过了摩擦，到慢慢了解彼此，最后步伐一致。
没有经过摩擦的感情，很虚假，
仿佛下一秒，所有的假面具都会裂开。
但愿有人拿着铁锤，敲开这层关系，
让我们坦诚的面对现在的情形。

我们是有爱，可是无共识。
如果会一直这样，拜托，
不要说我们是一家人。

How good or important a scanner is?
When you are very tired...
When you have no enough time...
But when you still have alot of things to copy,
a scanner is very useful=)
Let's scan everything!!!
And sleep...zZzZzZ

My shoulder is aching....
Walao, do you know how far is the distance between
Sport Complex and Studio 8???
Every time i have to rest at Salvo's notice board there,
if not, i think my shoulder will be dislocated=(
And it also give me a chance to see my cool picture there, hehe^^
I heard a girl says:"wah, she so strong"
when i was carrying drum back to Studio.
So proud of myself, woohoo~~

Happy Birthday to Chia Wei!
Salvo 09's VZVP,
Very Zai Vice President=0
I managed to see our booth today!
Watched them rehearse at sport complex also.
Had dinner at Carl's Junior with Salvo just now.
Yeah Yeah Yeah~~~
It seems to be a long time since i had dinner with them,
crap with them, watch they drum...
Ya, so conclusion is,
Karen is very happy today=)

I'm not feeling feel.
I thought i will faint
when i was having training at Jurong Island.

My heart is not feeling well.
Tear almost drops when you ask me whether am i performing?
Quite disaappointed that i cannot manage to see you guys perform.
Not even the rehearsal.
But it's still good to meet you all and have fun.
I miss the hug hug and poke poke.

I wanted to make salad today for tomorrow's lunch,
failed.
I wanted to do revision for thursday's test,
failed too.
I had promised i myself to sleep before 11pm everyday,
failed like shit!

Finally it's friday,
can rest well.
No need to wake up a 5am...
Tomorrow go back to Malaysia,
to take something i left over there.
Then still have to write the
“廿四节令鼓”nicely.
I'm so irritated by my ugly calligraphy and chinese words=(
Damn!!!
Hope i can write better,
as good as last time.

Next week is a hectic week for me too.
Got a Process Flow Diagram test on thursday,
haven done any revision yet.
So, i better don't attend Salvo training next week,
But if i am not going to Salvo,
friday's performance how?
Well, even if i go for training,
i will still may not get to perform also...
Because the timing may not suit.
Beside that, next friday is whole day practical.
From 8am till 11:30am, then lunch time.
Then from 12:30pm till 3:00pm.
The weather is super hot, the sunlight is too bright!
My friend almost fainted today=(
So i am thinking whether i am physically able to take part in the performance for Wheelbarrow anot.
Haiz, don't care first,
got headache since the CPTC started.
I think it's because i don't have enough rest=(

Ruohan and Veronica...
please take care of yourselves.
Like what Ruohan said,
Salvo peoples seem to be very unlucky and keep getting injured recently.
Hope things are getting better soon=)
I miss Salvo>.<

Chemical Process Training Centre,
a training centre which is located at Jurong Island.
The journey is about 1 hour from Tampines interchange.
Haiz, sibei sianzzzz....
Everyday have to wake up at 6am.
If i want to have enough sleep,
which is 8 hours of sleeping time,
i need to sleep before 10pm latest....

And yesterday was my first time,
i went in studio 4,
but didn't drum.
Not even touch the drum lo, haiz...
But anyway, the regatta is coming soon,
Jia You for all the performers.
And Jia You for other performances also^^

世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是鼓就立在我面前 我却不可以敲打鼓
listen to the song, 《没有如果》- 梁静茹

I was involved in a car accident yesterday.

Then i told my mummy who is still in Thailand now.
She scolded me like what i had expected,
Mummy: The car got sensor one ma, you didn't hear the alarm mie? Why still go and bang the pole?
Karen: No la, front where got sensor...and i didn't bang a pole lo...it's a tree.
Mummy: ......How you drive one? Front also can bang?
Karen: Because.....

the coconut tree is hewed and left this part and it's hidden in the grasses. So i can't see.


Then the number plate broke and dropped.


This is the residual plate...

And she find that i always bang her car,
so i am banned from driving her car for a period of time, i think?
But i counted already,
only 3 times lo...
And she never asked me whether i got injured anot=(
Well, luckily i'm not.
However, i was shocked...

Oh my god, what do you think this is?
Fried banana?
I thought it's fried "ku ku bird" at the first sight, LOLX
So sorry for the dirty thought=p
Ok, anyway, this is fried fish roe.
It tastes nice, yummy=)

Wow, just came back from the 大戏 there,
and today not much sales leh, dunno why=(
So, we were playing with a little boy who came with his parents.
After that, another group of customers came,
they bring a little girl too.
Therefore, we played together^^
The little boy was damn funny,
he went to the temple there,
and kept asking me to pray.
As in, squat down and do the Zen gesture.
But anyway, the correct way should be kneel down.
Then the little girl dun wan to get down since i carry her in my arm,
my right arm is abit aching now=p
And when it's time for us to go back,
the two little kids dun let us go, lolx...
We kept bringing them back to their parent
and ran when we got chance.
This is how we got back home, hahaha
So, here is some pictures we took with the kids:

little boy, ah girl, little girl and me


He is so cute^^

Well, single mother is not easy to be...
I think i should reconsider about the idea of having the first kid at age 25.
Taking care of kid is so tired=s
If i dun have another person to help and support me,
i think i will breakdown one day.

Oh, anyway, i feel sick now=(

What did Karen do during the weekends?
Let's see...


This is a temple called 四位王府.
There is a 歌仔戏 held for 7 days in April every year.


So, that is the stage and yesterday got a dinner.
The stage is on the right of the temple.


This stall is on the left of the temple.
Yup, my mummy sells drinks there,
and i become the coffee-sao, lolx!
But i didn't help much,
most of the time i sat on chair only.


Then this stall is on the right of the stage!
If you can't read the chinese word properly,
it's written 丹绒拿督国中华文学会...
Does it sounds familiar?
Yes, it's my previous CCA, Chinese Society, 华会.
We hold the stall for the full 7 days,
and the money we earn will become our society's funds.
And we use it to organise other events.

Hmmm....I was feeling old when i went to the stall.
They dunno me and so do I.
Seeing other people do the thing that you did before and you don't do that anymore will give you the urge to do it yourself.
I really feel like asking them to let me cut the Mua-Ji.
I miss the feeling of cutting Mua-Ji~~

And also, i feel happy to see the 华会 i loved keep going on.
It shows that, the effort of all previous batch of seniors put in is worth.
Ya, so all the best to you guys^^

Then it makes me think of the differences between Salvo and 华会 at my time.
Firstly, the system.
We met and organised event once a month on average.
After the event, will have a briefing for it.
We pointed out the mistakes we did,
and discussed the solutions to avoid it to happen again.

For 华会, the discipline is only needed during the meeting.
Most of the time, we need responsibility.
Salvo, as a 24 Festival Drum drum troop.
We train for our drum skill, score, everthings.
Obviously discipline is much more needed.

Secondly, the briefing.
In 华会, we discussed our event, we got our things done, then we went home.
If problem occurs, we will only discuss about the issue itself.
In Salvo, we also get our things done.
But we always have heart to heart talk.
And because of it,
weep, which never happened in 华会,
is a common occurence in Salvo.

Salvo is made up of many caring peoples,
they are always there for you with the forgiveness spreading around.
Everytime make me cry until like mad,
but that's not a bad thing=)

A good thing about 华会 is that,
they had been established for more than 10 years.
At my time, it was the 7th year.
I hope Salvo can be like that too, keep going on.

What a nice April Fool i had today.
Thought i will be late so took cab to school,
it costed me $5.
$5 hor~~
Met clement when i reached,
then heard our Mr. President said:
"Today no PT, you dunno mie?"
Okay fine~~
Today then i know Clement is more clever than me,
i am so stupid, i totally believe what you said ok?
Idiot Marc.\/.
But never mind, we had fun~~LOLX
Then when i was waiting for my relative at the bus stop,
a soccer ball fell down from the sky!!
Actually it was from the football field behind the bus stop.
The ball hit the roof then rebounced to the floor.
Almost hit me you know!?
WooHoo~~Happy April Fool again^^

I have been misunderstood by peoples around me
since i was in secondary school,
no matter you are my friends or my family.
It's ok if it's a small matter,
it's not ok if it's related to some important things or
one's integrity.
The most common one is:
Karen, are you angry?
No, Karen is not angry!
Can't i have some other feelings rather than angry?
They say i am fierce when i speak normally,
they say i am scary when i speak softly.
What the!?
I think i need a mask.
Although i hate it=(

I just wake up from a nightmare.
It's about Salvo's training which is on monday.
The bus stop opposite my house was under contruction,
so i could not board bus 15.
I cabbed down to school and

when i was walking through the brigde,

i realised i didn't wear covered shoes and
there is no drumticks in my bag!!!
Oh my god.\/.
I was very scared of scolding by someone...
Of course i felt angry too,
because of my mistakes.
I was thinking maybe i can go back home to change
and come back school again.
I was thinking will i be on time?
And the nightmare was very real until i almost cried.
Luckily a ring wake me up and i am saved~~

Went to CO concert with Salvo and Pin.
After the concert,
I think they suddenly unhappy with me!
I got bullied like ChiaWei~~~so innocent=(
What did i do? (ChiaWei always say)

Anyway, here are some details of my CPTC and SIP!!!
CPTC dates: 13th April 2009 - 22nd May 2009 (6 weeks)
Holidays: 23rd May 2009 - 31st May 2009
SIP dates: 01st June 2009 - 18th Sept 2009 (16 weeks)

If Salvo is having concert this year,
please dun crash with my SIP, okay? (Marc)
Please dun strike my name off the list, okay? (Kelvin)

Tomorrow's CO concert,
should buy a bouquet for them...
Where can i get one?
I should meet Salvo at 6:30pm at City Hall.
Do i have the time to buy?
Hmmm......

I'm not saviour.
I can't change anything, anyone.
So i better keep sillent.

Went to opposite school to eat dinner with my friends yeaterday.
Last time we met was CNY, somes are even longer...
Then we took pictures at bus stop opposite school,
really is 吃饱拍照^^


Today woke up at 11:30am,
Washed up and met my cousins at around 1pm.
We drove home via Woodlands.
Because of traffic jam and rainy day,
we took about 4 hours to reach home.
Normally the jouney is only 2 hours plus=s
so i reached home at 6pm, so tired...

Then an incident happened when i was at home.
My cousin was trying to throw my sister into toilet bowl.
I think it's because she offended him.
So FUN!!

LOLX^o^

Change a new look of my blog^^
I love babies~~
I think i should change my link also,
hmm....
Change to ilovebabies1015.blogspot.com???
hahaha, anyhow...

Damn unlucky!
Received a phone call this morning at 7:30am,
and i must reach Changi to meet my friend at 8:30am.
If i take bus 59, I will be late because the journey from my house to Changi takes 45minutes to 1 hour.
And when i went out from my house, it was 8 o'clock already.
Never mind, i can take cab.
But 他妈的 the cab fare 干死人贵!
Normally the cab fare from my house to Changi is less than $10.
But today, i paid $23.50 for it.
王八蛋! I dunno whether is the taxi driver scammed me or what,
but he said he is new for this job when i nearly reached Changi.
What the hell!?
Haiz, i should direct him the road instead of listening to him what the road he wanna go.
And i think i am still a noob for this kind of life experience.
I should! i should! i dunno...i dunno what should i do.
But i feel damn sad for my money or rather my mummy's money....
I wasted the money because of my stupidness.
妈的, DAMN SIANZZZZ!!!!!!

Anyway, another thing i want to say is...
I bit Eric successfully today!!!! Yeah~~
At least this makes my day~~
Thanks Eric^^
Should looks for the next victim, hehex...

Back to Singapore~~
Walao, my mummy is going to Batu Pahat tomorrow.
Sianzzz, so celebrated her birthday with her today.
Then at the same time,
my house got peoples came,
and i took pictures with the little baby^^

The baby likes me a lot, lolx
I love baby too^^

After the chalet,
i went to work.
Supposed to work until 6pm,
but i was too tired,
so i left earlier.
Went home and slept.
Woke up, bathed, facebook-ed
and blogging.
I'm still very tired...
good, then i can sleep later=)
Going back Malaysia tomorrow,
will come back on monday,
because monday is my mummy's birthday^^

I should tell her my result is increased again,
by 0.06, so happy^^
Get 2 As...
I am very easy satisfied by my result.
From 1.1 till now,
my GPA keep increasing by a little bit,
but still i am happy.
Although my GPA was not very high in the first place,
but i am not greedy so i am ok with it.
Congrats me, faster, haha=p

Oh my god~~
I went to my TP's account and saw this mail called
"Pengerang Cycling Expedition".
Hey, they will go to my hometown man!
It's cool~~
And tomorro will be the first day of Salvo's chalet,
i am quite afraid of the "truth or dare"...
Dunno what evil ideas will they come out with.
But i can't wait for it also!!!
Damn!!! lolx...

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Death
Looked down on
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Tired but satisfied^^
After working, went Bugis to shop with nobody~~
Me alone went shopping, wahaha~~
I haven't went Bugis for a long time.
I haven't went shopping alone for a long time.
The feeling is good!
I went to buy my friend's present and also some stuffs for chalet.

Some of my 战利品^^
Saw the earplug?
I afraid my dearest Salvo mates will be very high and noisy during the chalet. So i will need it in order to have a good sleep, hehe...

I have sore legs after two Salvo's physical trainings,
hope i am able to take it for this coming monday's training.
I wanna improve, improve and improve!!!
Karen 加油！

Ohya, just wanna tell you guys this before i forget.
I dreamt that i was raped by a man yesterday night.
I mean, he was trying to rape me,
and he had more strength than me,
i can't fight with him,
so i pretended i wanna vomit to avoid being raped.
What a weird dream=s

I wanna be stronger, stronger, and stronger!!!
Strong until i have enough strength to fight with a man.

I'm going to sleep soon,
because i am working at 9am at TP's library.
And i realised that,
even i'm having holidays now,
I still have to go back school everyday!!!!
Monday: 5 to 9pm, Salvo
Tuesday: 10 to 1pm, Salvo
Wednesday: 5 to 9pm, Salvo
Thursday: 9 to 6pm, Work
Friday: 9 to 6pm, Work
WooHoo~~wonderful schedule...

Salvo Comes to My Hometown

Yeah~~i am back!!
I am so happy that Salvo came over my hometown
it gave me a chance to introduce them the place i grow up
Gonna do a summary for what we did during this 3days2nights

1st day:
Reached Pengerang at 2:45pm,
headed down to Hotel,
it was raining on the way.
So they rested in the hotel,
and i went back home to bathe and took some snacks for them.
When i came to hotel again,
we played with the cards,
math game--24, magic learning session.
Went out to eat dinnet at 7pm at a seafood restaurant.
After that was riding motorbike session.
I borrowed 1 motor from my friend and
i went back home to ride my motor there.
Some of them learnt how to ride
and i bring some of them to "ride around" the roads.
Then went back to hotel,
all squeezed in eric and chia wei's room,
drank and chatted.
Song Leng bought a liqour, and that night i talked alot,
because of some alcohol content=s
Then girls went back to our room,
and we continued to talked!!!lolx
Ya, 4 of us had a super "nice chat" before we slept.
When we almost felt asleep,
POLICE came.
Oh my god, because we are too noisy,
the tenants at level 2 reported to police,
cause he/she thought got people cry
(we were at level 3).
But nothing happen,
he just came to asked whether we having some problems.

2nd day:
Had breakfast at 10am,
After that, went back to hotel to rest again.
I went back home to bathe and drive car down.
Wen hong came back from singapore before 12noon,
but i didn't notice she called me.
Okay, never mind, i call her again.
So she came, and we headed down to Batu Layar.
Went there and took picture with the so called "famous stones".
But we can't go further cause the sea water level is high.
Then my mummy called me at 2:40pm
so we all headed down to my house to eat lunch.
And also introduce my house to them.
After that, go back to hotel to bathe.
Reached my friend's house at 6:30pm,
and we played drum^^
Then leave her house at 10 or 11pm,
bought burgers back to hotel and ate in the living room.
Eric bought a liqour and a red wine,
he said bought for me^^
haha, so sweet, thanks!
And again, we squeezed in eric's room.
Wen hong was all along with us today,
I dunno how much i drank but i face was all red, and abit dizzy,
so i turned in at 4am with wen hong.

3rd day:
Wen hong left at 8am cause she got to go Johor Bahru with her family.
Only Song Leng, Liyen and me went down to eat laksa,
and we bought for them.
Eric had headache cause last night or this morning he drank too much.
Song Leng said i drank half bottle of the red wine,
got so much mie?
No wonder after i slept i never wake up, slept deeply.
Then we packed up, settled the money and left the hotel.
Reached my house, i bathed and packed my stuffs.
Met my cousins and went Pengerang together.
Took picture there, played until we board the bumboat,
continued to played in the boat.
And reached Changi.
THE END.

Finally we reach Singapore and all of them are safe.
Whether the trip is fun or not, safey come first!
Anyway, i hope they had fun during this 3days2nights^^

Exams are over!!!!
Freedom is back to me again!
My last and easiest paper, UO2 was at sport hall,
Liyen was sitting beside a guy who was sitting beside me.
Liyen and me was so near to each other, awwwwww~~~~~
but i think she didn't realise, haha!
After the exam, i went to E!Hub with Debbie,
played arcade, watched movie.
I tried many games that i never play before, so FUN^^
We won 110 tickets and got a mini pen for both of us, yeah~~
And i will win the Taiko Drum someday.\/.

The movie, Kung Fu Chef, is just average...
BUT Vaness, i mean the character in the show,
He abit 痞痞的，abit gay,
and abit the Hand Percussion's long hair guy's feel also.
I like this kind of guys, hahaha, so fun!
Hmm, i mean is kinda handsome also,
in some point of view....

Then we took 21 to Tampines,
i supposed to alight at the bustop infront of block 148 or 147,
but then i missed the bustop.
I was thinking something until i forgot to alight, sianzzzzzz
So i had to walk back there from the bustop after Safra.
And then, after taking my stuffs at my uncle's house,
i went home, took 21 again....

I had headache when i was in 21 with Debbie to Tampines,
because yesterday rained and we walked to bustop under the rain.
That's why i can't blog yesterday, stupid headache=(
After checking mails, talking to salvo(msn + phone)
I turned in, zZzZzZzZ

Ohya, i saw Eric while walking to bustop.
He has paper today and he had BBQ yesterday,
all i can say is, GOOD LUCK!!
And he will finish his paper at 11:30am.
So Charmaine Choo, Liyen, Wanyi, Chiawei, Eric, Senrong, Songleng
and me will meet at mushroom at 11:30am!
To go to my hometown~~~YEAH^^
I hope they will have fun there=p
But our Mr.Eric said, he will be late.
Ya, as usual, but is not his fault,
because the examiners have to check the papers that they collect.
And it takes about 20minutes,
because it's at sport hall=s

So i have to go now, in order to meet them on time.
Because i still got some stuff to settle.
See ya=)

B大组=晓???

I am super surprised...

I think what they played is called《晓》

Happy birthday to Wen~~
and thank you for the treat, haha....
I think i should start to save money now,
then i will treat you to K box on my day~~
We celebrated at Nihon Mura...
We ate, sang birthday song, took picture, cut cake...
then after that went to Starbucks to chat....
Last time we met was during CNY,
so happy to meet up again^^
I love my friends!!!

Start from the left:
back row: Qian, Hong, Karen
front row: XinYi, Wen(the gal), Sinng, Pin

I'm going back to Malaysia tomorrow,
to meet my friends who came from taiwan
and to do some preparations for Salvo to come^^
should bring my notes along, hehe....

泪的物语

涙の物语 [泪的物语] by Yuri Chika [有里知花]

How did I fall in love with you?
What can I do to make you smile?
I'm always here if you're thinking of
The story of the tears from your eyes
もしも愿(ねが)い事(こと)が ひとつかなうなら
mo shi mo ne ga i ko to ga hi to tsu ka na u na ra
幸(しあわ)せくれた君(きみ)に もう一度会(いちどあ)いたい
shi a wa se ku ne ta ki mi ni mo u ichi do a i ta i
Can't you hear the voices of my heart?
I was staying here just wanna see your happiness
思(おも)い出(で)も秘密(ひみつ)も 心(こころ)にしまうよ
o mo i de mo hi mi tsu mo ko ko ro ni shi ma u yo
いつの日(ひ)にか君(きみ)と また巡(めぐ)り逢(あ)いたい
i tsu no hi ni ka ki mi to ma ta me gu ri a i ta i

Can't you hear the voices of my heart?
I was staying here just wanna see your happiness
思(おも)い出(で)も秘密(ひみつ)も 心(こころ)にしまうよ
o mo i de mo hi mi tsu mo ko ko ro ni shi ma u yo
いつの日(ひ)にか君(きみ)と また巡(めぐ)り逢(あ)いたい
i tsu no hi ni ka ki mi to ma ta me gu ri a i ta i

I was in a super bad mood just now,
so i went to youtube to find some nice video to entertain myself
and i found this^^

The long hair handsome guy did not wear cloth, oh my~~*shy*
And his hair was short....hahaha!


And this was contributed by wen hong.
I was complaining to her.
After so many vulgarities, i feel better, huu~~
Thanks Hong, best friend forever, muack"3

Yesterday went to Changi Airport to fetch my friend who came from Taiwan.
She is my mum's goddaugther.
I know her since i was young.
At that time, she and her dad who is a Taiwanese stay in Taiwan
while her mum, a Bruneian and the younger brother stay in Brunei.
And we had a deep chat in the bedroom after shopping at Tampines Mall and Century Square.
Then we came to this point, her mum wants her to marry a Bruneian.
Because they are normally rich, like Wu Zun,
so she will have a better life.
Well, she has a boyfriend, they have been together for 8 years.
So maybe she will get married with this Taiwanese?
But who knows? We will not know what will in the next second.
Like she said, she is waiting for Wu Zun, hahaha~~
The thing is, her mum had passed away when we were young,
when i was in kindergarden or primary 1?
And children will always want to fulfill parents' wish,
especially when they are gone...

Anyway, her sentences make me think.
Because i have never stayed in a country for 10 years so far.
I born in Malaysia but grew up in Brunei until 8 years old,
then moved back to Malaysia until 17 years old and i came Singapore for further education.
8 years in Brunei, 9 years in Malaysia, 2 years in Singapore.
So i am thinking, where will i be for the next 10 years?
I know i will be staying in Singapore for at least 6 years due to the tuition grant.
If i meet a Singaporean, then i will stay in Singapore.
I wanted to marry a Taiwanese, because i watched a lot of Taiwan's dramas before, hah!
But now...i dunno...feel like going back to Brunei,
actually sometimes i miss there also,
because all of my happiness happened there.
I am not saying that i am not happy with what i have now,
but the place.....i can say i am the happiest girl when i was young
i have the most precious memories when i was in Brunei,
all of these are due to one reason.

If you are still beside me now,
maybe i won't miss there so much, because you are with me, at here.
When i miss you, i miss there, i miss all the times that we had together.
Oh my god, i miss home.

Anyway, i dreamt of Salvo again....
Actually i sometimes still dream of salvo,
but it's too meaningless to blog.
This time round, a bit meaningful, haha!
I dreamt that Salvo come to my house! Everyone!
I can't remember what was happening but
Ruo Han bully me!!!!!
He snatched my pouch!!!
That's all, lolx=p

I watched the 手集团's performance at Esplanade with Salvo yesterday,
it was SUPER NICE!!!!
They combined alot of components in the performance,
dance, other types of drum and their voice.
Their voices are like a piece of score also,
it was DAMN NICE!!!
The performer are all very confident and professional,
girls are tall and pretty, one of the guys also very handsome.
I am not saying that he has a good looking but when he play drum, OMG~~
it was FREAKING NICE!!!
I watched until very excited,
it was SIBEI NICE!!!
okay, that's all.
Today will be a long day for me....Bless me^^

Damn damn busy la,
This week schedule:
Sunday: Watch 廿四节令鼓表演 at Esplanade
Monday: PIA Lec Quiz + PS&LP Lec Quiz + UO2 presentatino + 2 lab report submission + Jap role play rehearsal!!!
Tuesday: Jap role play
Okay la, the first 3 days fierce only, but then!!!
Dun you think that Monday SIBEI FIERCE!?
DAMN YOU!
F YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

There is some problem with Wanyi, Liyen and Chiawei...
Siao one leh~~
I dunno why must you all send message to me
and tell me you all reach home le.
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