ALIN-换季

I have many thoughts in my mind, as always.
But i hate repeating so i shall just keep them in my mind.
Anyway, i am having the same thinking as my drummates.
Perhaps you can understand a part of me from the lyrics.


让爱换个季节　再开花结果
看时间把伤口酿成了收获
在风雪里最美镜头　是抱着你
可惜不能到最后

But there are still some words from me.

No matter what is the reason, we have already reached here.
If cannot start all over again, we shall just embrace it.
BELIEVE and RESPECT are important for a group to go on,
but TOLERANCE is what we need now.
因为我觉得你们不懂什么叫包容。

Rachel's 21st birthday party

Sia la....i thought today is Sunday.

Anyway, just came back from Rachel's 21st birthday party.
After knowing her family, especialy her dad.
I think i kinda know why we become so close in just a short period of time.
Her family is like Singer auntie and uncle their family,
so friendly and knowledgeble.
I talked to her dad quite long, haha.
Her dad knows a lot of things regarding religion, vegeterian, and chinese culture.
I enjoyed while listening to him because i like this kind of things too=]
And family really is a big factor which will decide your characteristic, thinking and behaviour.
I believe that's why i like her so much as a friend=]
At the moment i step out from her house,
i start missing her already,
i wanted to chat with her but no chance=[
haha, anyway....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, RACHEL, AND YOUR GRANDMA=]

I remember last time i like to chat with my dad.
We always talk about china's history.
He is very knowledgeble in this area.
I share my opinion and feeling with him.
We are like friend more than father and daughter.

把脉

今驱车新山探中医，大夫把脉而言之：
爱吃煎炸酸辣，如KFC，咖喱，laksa。
胆固醇偏高。
月事来潮肚子痛。
肚易涨风，打嗝，睡觉打鼾。
晚睡晚起，易疲惫，颈项酸，腰背痛
个性很乖，却情绪紧绷导致紧张，
做事忙藏，缺乏耐性，易发脾气，发完后又后悔。
容易掉泪，常常哭。

奴家不才，不知把脉能透露如此多讯息。
且又如此神准，特别是最后一句，
说到心坎儿里去了~~

大便脸=[

这几天，心情起伏很大，忽而高潮，忽而低。
大部分时间都是低落的。
而且很想哭，毫无原因的，很想哭。
还以为昨天心情已经恢复了，怎知今天的心情跟大便有的比！

今天，我真的不是故意的。
可怜的shermagne第一个中招。
还有其他人也是，
看到我的大便脸，应该也很不好受吧！
我真的感到很抱歉=[
因为我真的太累，太饿了。
再加上我原本就情绪低落，
然后又好死不死被salvo的人搞到很赌烂。
结果就一时失控了，对不起啦！
其实到现在，情绪也还是一样低落，还是很赌烂。

我相信感性和低EQ是不同的。
我很容易被周遭所发生的事情影响情绪，
但我不会因为自身的情绪而乱发脾气。
我很难掩藏自己的情绪，我的喜怒哀乐都表现在脸上，
但那并不代表我爱摆脸色，也从来没有要别人照着我的脸色做事。
只是，我的EQ没有很高就是了。
不然也不会失控！！！

平时很刮躁的我，不开心时就是不想说话。
这个时候，MP3真的很好用=]
我真的不是在耍孤僻，
只是人难免会有想休息的时候吧！
所以咯~~这几天，大家辛苦了。
打鼓这么累了，还要看到一张大便脸=[
希望明天会比较好吧！

I am tired like a bitch now!

My body is not aching though a lot of injuries here and there.

Bruises on leg!


Mark on shoulder!

I feel bloody dizzy now,
guess is because the rain just now.
Damn it!

Having mood swing yesterday and today.
But now back to normal already.
It's very hard for me to hide my emotion.
我是双眼皮女生，很感性的。
And i think it's my own problem of having bad mood,
it's not your problem.
I don't want anyone to have any misunderstanding that
i not happy is because of anyone.

Argh...i dunno, i very tired, Goodnight=]
Jiayou for tomorrow's Regatta Performance=]

120% of efforts = 100% of result?

Dream dream dream,
Song Leng appeared in my dream last night.
Saying i dun miss him is not right, i do.

Thing and people change as time goes by,
we dun have the ability to keep thing unchanged.
What we can do is accept the change so life can continue.
But over some time, my heart ache.
Inside me, there is a voice telling me that i want him to come back,
i want thing to be like last time, i want the happiness i had before.
To make it clear, i dun like people leave because of unhappiness.

I know it may sound naive to you but i still believe that
there is always a solution for every problem.
It depends on what you want and how you want thing to be,
or how you solve the problem.

I think you are too greedy.
You know, i never over force myself to get 100% in exam.
I am always at the "slightly better than moderate" level.
I am satisfied with it so i just put in 99% of efforts to get the result.
For some people, they think it is such a waste.
If they were me, they will put in 120% of efforts to get full mark.
But then, full mark so what?
Go and weight the full mark and the thing you lost for the full mark.
Is it worth?

Same for life.
When you put in many efforts to change the group,
but your efforts are wasted or even worse,
thing turns up the other way you want.
So you are angry, heart broken,
or you become not trust anyone anymore.
It is not worth.

且说缘分

成绩放榜当天，老实说，我有点彷徨。
三年前，带着行李，我来到陌生的城市。
三年后，书读完了，我该回家了。（至少在找到工作前）
可是因为一些人、事、物，对原本应该毫无留恋的城市，我有了牵挂。
三年时光，把老家的我的气息，洗光光~~
新加坡的衣橱，放的是我这三年来，购置的衣服。
老家的衣橱，放的是三年前，我常穿的衣服。
除了那些衣服，和我睡的床，
老家，并没有我存在过的痕迹。
到底我从哪里来？又该往哪里去？
我今年只有二十岁，却不曾在一个地方生活超过十年。
汶莱八年，马来西亚九年，新加坡三年，加起来刚好二十年。
有时想想，还真想哭。。。
我该对别人说，我的家乡在马来西亚，还是汶莱？
但不管怎样，我的未来，
至少这三年内，还是会“被绑”在新加坡，以身低债=D

缘
三年，遇到很多人。
投缘的，有两个，Fee Boon 和 Rachel。
投缘的，还有一坨，Salvo。
真的很投缘啊~~
几乎是第一天，就毫无陌生感的天南地北的聊。
虽然环境让这样的朋友无法相聚，
但你就是知道，彼方有个很谈得来的朋友。

分
很像我和Angel，但又有那么一点不同。
或许，
在外地认识的，叫朋友；
在同一个村子里认识的，叫家人。
也或许，是因为时间。
毕竟我和Angel认识了九年。
友谊不是一认识某人就有的。
友谊是需要时间来灌溉的。

所以常常有人说，有缘无分。
若是有缘相遇，却无分在一起，那就是一句对不起。
我说的在一起，是指想法上的，而不是俩人必须常碰面的那种。
我和Angel，除了认识的前半年，都是分隔两地的。
远距离友情，写信保持联系，久久碰一次面。
现在回想起来，好个纯纯的友谊啊！
总而言之，重点：认识的两人，有没有花时间，沟通彼此的生活和想法。

缘，就像幼苗；
分，就像水分。
缘分，就是我们亲手灌溉的大树。
朋友就像一棵树。
难过了，靠着它哭泣；
开心时，会刻在树上作纪念。
说着说着，好想念Angel哦=[

我想，在友谊的路上，我一直是幸运的。
可能我的个性不特别鲜明吧，长得又平凡。
所以，女人不会嫉妒我，
男人不会。。。（ok，我不知道男生怎么看我，哈哈）
但据我所知，男同学都抱怨我很凶！哈哈=p
所以，无风也无浪，交了很多朋友。
再加上，从小渔村来的我，有一群算是一起长大的朋友。
小学到中学，每天见面。
当然不是没有经过革命，只是革命之后，更成熟懂事，更珍惜彼此。
我知道他们将会是我一辈子的朋友。

有时候，我还蛮同情新加坡的小孩。
幼稚园，小学，中学，poly或JC，
这四个不同的成长环境，不同的“朋友”。
到底。。。有没有一辈子的朋友？
他们的朋友群广；
我们的友谊深。
当然，有或没有，见仁见智。
以前或许没有，不代表以后都不会再有。
如果你的人生可以活到八十岁，那么现在的你，才刚要飞翔。
沿途，你会遇到你的缘分=]

人活着没干嘛，等死呗！
开心点儿吧=]

I dream of salvo last night, yes, again.

We went to eat dinner at Techno.

I was sitting beside liyen and kelvin was in front of me.

Then i stared at kelvin and i asked liyen:" what is today's date?"

Liyen answered: "8th"

Guess what i do next.

I SHOUTED AT KELVIN:" WHY ARE YOU HERE!? YOU COME BACK EARLIER!?"

I think i miss him=p

Bull Shit

Why dogs like to play with bull's shit?

I bathed my dog just now because his body got stained with bull's shit.

And now i smell like bull's shit too=[

I swear it is very smelly!

closing of my blog

Hi all, i am closing down my another blog which i only write in chinese.

Closing down the blog means that,

whatever i used to write there last time, i will write here from now.

So Ee li yen, you dun understand my post next time is your problem liao=D

LOL!!!!

P.S: It is not really closing down like removal of the blog,

i just don't blog there already=p

Salvo chalet: 31st March - 2nd April

For this chalet, i got enough rest (even more than when i am at home).

At the same time, i paid for this plentiful of rest,

which is got 酸 by almost everyone, LOL!

Then the second night i got some tattoo from 猪小姐

被猪说是猪，够惨！


my toe nails, say hi to them=]

Then for the love letter thing,
like most of the juniors think that i always voice out and point out their mistake le=p, lol!
bo bian, i too talkative...

Through the chalet, i learnt a lot of things.
True heart will be replied by true heart.
Hypocrite will be replied by nothing.

A lot of things had changed, same for the people.
有人变得开朗，
有人变得不快乐，
有人变成熟同时有魅力，
有人变得爱欺负我=p
而我呢，问号-ing

Anyway, the chalet is fun=]
i miss herman, kelvin and songleng.