I'm not that optimistic as others think.
I'm not that brave as others think.
I'm not that good as others think.
I'm not that smart as others think.
I'm not that easygoing as others think.
I'm not that kind as others think.
I'm not that thoughtful as others think.
I'm not that easily cry as others think.

I wonder who/how many people actually fully understand me.
I no need the compliances,
but i need the understandings.
It's so lonely.

If she is here with me,
i will know what to do,
i will know how to do.

But on the other hand,
if i can figure out the truth,
if i know him well,
i will know what to do and how to do also.
Again like i said, i not smart enough.