Finally, i went in to the Shell Seraya today^^
i woke up at 5:30am,
reached Jurong Island checkpoint at 8am.
Because we have to make a pass in order to go in to JI,
so we queued up and waited.
Meanwhile, there were 3 peoples cut our queue=(
1 uncle, 1 caucasian, 1 lady...
We stood for 2 hours, when we got our pass, it was 10am already.
But the bus we supposed to board left at 9:50am and it was the last bus...
WooHoo, good game!!!!
Then no choice, we called and took cab in~~
When we reach Shell Seraya,
we met a lot of peoples there,
and i can only remember some of them=p
will try to know them more in the following days.
Of course when we reach Shell,
we also kept waiting...
So today is like waiting and waiting,
after that, sit one corner,
reading and reading.
Almost felt asleep...

Well, i really appreciate that i'm not alone.
i really appreciate that there is someone i can seek help from, Huu~~
But i seriously miss Debbie who always take care of me=(
Okay, anyway...
Karen Jiayou^^

Tomorrow start my SIP at Shell Seraya.
If you dunno where is it,
it's in Jurong Island....AGAIN!!!!!
Damn.....tiring....
although haven't started my SIP,
i feel the tiredness now, haha
For my course Chemical Engineering,
(or maybe the whole applied science school, i dunno)
we have SIP and MP at the same time.
I feel stress...
when i saw the report book, log book....
Wah, feels like crying~~
I'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared!!!!
Haix....
Wish me good luck^^

WooHoo, i used the time effectively yesterday.
I woke up at around 8:45am.
Left house at 9:45am.
Then went bugis, walked to Bras Basar,
walked back to bugis again, took MRT back to Tampines.
Then take 29 to Changi=)
And when i reach Changi, it was 12:30pm only=)
Ok, the place at Bras Basar is called Art.Friend instead of Art & Carft

This is the place i
bought the things that i had bought since i lost them=s
After i reach Changi, i board the boat at 1pm.
And there were only 4 passangers in the boat!

Went to Little India and Bras Basar with 小小 today.
Because i want to buy some clothes to sew a pouch for my 鼓棒.
We bought our stuff at this shop called "Art and Craft".
The carrier is a YELLOW PLASTIC BAG!
Then we headed down to Tampines Mall to meet 若涵 and 婉仪.
We had dinner at The Cafe' Cartel.
After that, 小小 went off first since she got something on.
So, left 3 of us went to Century Square 3rd floor's toilet.
After the toilet break, we went to Best Denki.
When i happily walked around there, i realized:
Where is my YELLOW PLASTIC BAG!?
Oh my god!!!!!!!!
I thought i left it at The Cafe' Cartel, so i ran there.
But the staff there said they didn't see mine the yellow carrier.
While asking them, i recalled that i actually hung it behind the door of the cubicle.
So, i ran to Century Square 3rd floor's toilet again.
But it was not there!
Ok, fine, someone stole it=(
Sad, although it is not expensive,
i have to go back to Bras Basar to buy again la!!!!!
So irritating man=(

Wahaha, graduated today^^
From Chemical Process Training Center by Petrofac!
After the graduation ceremony,
we took A LOT of picturessss, really is a lot^^
After i get those pictures from facebook,
i will upload them here^^

Then went back school to meet my cousin to see a house.
The block we went is just a few blocks apart from Veron's house sia!
But i dun think he gonna stay there la=p
Will see how his partner say.

After that, met Hong and Pin.
Had a great time with them at Secret Recipe^^
Wanna go there again~~
but i don't want gain weight anymore=(

I'm feeling old...
Had final exam yesterday,
so i stayed up the previous night,
just like what i did in the past.
But yesterday, after i had my coffee and pancake,
i vomited after i reached CPTC.
But nothing came out except for the gastric acid and a little bit of coffee.
Then my throat didn't feel well.
After that, before going to Salvo,
i ate a chocalate croissant.
AND THEN~~i vomited again after i reach TP.
Now having a very bad sore throat=s
It's like the gastric acid corrodes my throat,
i think my throat is injured=(

Ok, i think i should quit this habit which had followed me since i was in secondary school.
Stay up late is not suit me anymore, sad...
And also, i will try not to do last minute job anymore=)

Yesterday was the last practical in CPTC.
Will go back there for final term exam on wednesday
and graduation ceremony on friday.
I will miss there>.<
My class TP4 is so good, classmates are nice....
Mr. Jimmy is a super nice trainer too^^
I will miss the KDU plant also...
Haiz....Time flies~~
6 weeks, gone.

CPTC night shift was great!
The view was so nice, but the weather was not so nice...
It was raining, but i got the chance to wear until like a banana=)
cause the rain coat is in yellow and somemore i wore the full set!
We did fuel switchover of the furnace system,
But the boardman tripped our system=(
haha, then we swapped,
we became the boardman, hehex
playing with the control board was cool~~
It's like the whole plant is under your control!

You know, when it is in the morning 6am plus
but you never get a rest for the whole night,
you will start to do some silly things.
This is what had happened in the lab.
(Iron testing procedure is infront of me)
Fren: Karen, what are you doing?
Me: Iron testing la!
Fren: No, i had done the iron testing, now we should do orthophosphate testing.
Me: Huh, no, you did the calsium hardness one, now do Iron testing.
Fren: No, i did the iron one.
Me: Ok, so now do what?
Fren: ORTHOPHOSPHATE!!

In the control room.
(we supposed to take a break, let the other 2 groups become the fieldman and boardman)
Me: Eh, so now who is the boardman?
Fren: The team with Mr. Sammy.
Me: Then who is the fieldman?
Fren: The team with Mr. Henry.
Me: Orh, ok...
Me: Huh!? So who is the boardman?
Fren: Mr. Sammy's team.
Me: Fieldman le?
Fren: Mr. Henry one la!

Had alot of funs there,
then had Mac. Donald for breakfast at TM at 10am plus.
Went back home, bathed, slacked and slept until 9pm.
Woke up for dinner, and now blogging.
ArhHHH~~~so sleepy....

"What a wonderful Friday"
This is what i have been thinking for the past few weeks.
If you know,
the time we spend in CPTP is tiring although enjoyable.
And most of the time, we were isolated in an island.
No computer, no handphone=(
Not like others, SIP still able to go msn, facebook...
But never mind, left 2 more weeks=)
And next week i will start my 12 hours shift schedule.
Wednesday is night shift: 8pm till next day's 8am
Weekends is day shift: 8am till 8pm
It's so cool~~

Well, I had experience mood swing since my CPTC started.
The previous post is not a sudden thought
but an emotional brokeout.
So, dun worry.
Nothing special happened.
Ehh, it still sounds like Karen is not happy=s
No no no no NO~~~~
I'm feeling better since the juniors came in.
It totally changes the atmosphere.
I hope and believe that things will change better.
Because when i stand away from the circumstance,
i saw what had happened actually is normal for a CCA.
Even is the response of everyone.

Since i started it, i should now end it here.
I will go on to seek and accomplish the thing i should do.
Thank you for showing me your concern to salvo and to everyone,
i really appreaciate it.
You all are good seniors^^

we are no longer a family

I dunno how many of you will understand what i say,
but basically,
those who understand may not understand also.

去年这个时候，我们加入了Salvo Drums。
六月短假，参加了训练营。
九月长假，Clement等人举办了两天一夜的chalet。
十一月的TP rawks，第一场表演。
今年四月，重大的表演—TP Open house，
在这期间，少不了无数的outings，
圣诞节、情人节，我们也一起度过了。
二月长假，第二次的chalet，
我们有一个长达三小时半的交谈。
就像clement说的，
“有哪一个CCA会像我们这样， 谈心谈到每一个人都哭的? ”

这一年来，我们一起走过了很多。
有欢笑，也有泪水。
我们之间的关系，从陌生到熟络，变得越来越亲密。
我们互相了解，信任，照顾，包容 。
我们都来自不同的家庭，背后有不同的故事。
不同的成长环境，让我们的思想也不径相同。
但是我们都有个共同点，我们都爱背黑锅。
通常我们会认为，
“都是因为我犯的错，事情才会这样，都是我的错，我对不起大家”
像慧莹说的，勇于负责任是好事，
但也不需要把全部的错往自己身上揽。
然而，因为这一点，显示了我们是多么的在乎彼此，
所以我觉得我们是最好不过的鼓队了。
一直以来都这么认为，直到前天，
我突然觉得，Salvo不再是一家人了。

或许我应该说，Salvo遇到瓶颈了。
因为我们变亲密的速度太快 ，
友谊最基本的“互相了解”都还没有打好 ，
就冠上了“家人”的称号。
从那之后，我们的关系，就原地踏步了。
了解度没有增加，包容度被质疑。
而这两个元素，却是成为家人，不可或缺的。
就因为这样，为了不破坏表面上的和谐 ，
许多的想法、意见，我们都不敢说出口。
除了怕伤到别人的心，也害怕得罪被点名的人。
因为我们不知道，别人是否能接受。
能接受就大团圆结局，
不能的话就是一根刺，卡在彼此的心里。
这样的我们，还是家人吗？

不是只有学业、鼓技，需要追求进步。
朋友或是家人之间的感情，也是需要被提升的。
难不成你以为那些家庭破碎、情侣分手、朋友翻脸，
是怎么发生的？
当人类相处得越久，问题或是意见就越多。
我们应该做的，
是尝试去更加的了解彼此，包容彼此。
可是我们没有，
反而我们一直在利用“家人”的名义，
去掩饰我们的一些行为。
一些无伤大雅，却又不想动机被承认的行为。
家人，我们配吗？

这样的我们，要如何走下去？
这样关系，仿佛紧绷的塑胶圈，就快被扯断。
这样的Salvo，让我窒息。
我已经很厌倦“Salvo是一家人”的这句话了。
它言不由衷、名不副实、令人难过。
没有生病过的感情，一旦倒下，
是很难康复的。
忘了《玄》的故事了吗？
朋友从认识，经过了摩擦，到慢慢了解彼此，最后步伐一致。
没有经过摩擦的感情，很虚假，
仿佛下一秒，所有的假面具都会裂开。
但愿有人拿着铁锤，敲开这层关系，
让我们坦诚的面对现在的情形。

我们是有爱，可是无共识。
如果会一直这样，拜托，
不要说我们是一家人。

How good or important a scanner is?
When you are very tired...
When you have no enough time...
But when you still have alot of things to copy,
a scanner is very useful=)
Let's scan everything!!!
And sleep...zZzZzZ

My shoulder is aching....
Walao, do you know how far is the distance between
Sport Complex and Studio 8???
Every time i have to rest at Salvo's notice board there,
if not, i think my shoulder will be dislocated=(
And it also give me a chance to see my cool picture there, hehe^^
I heard a girl says:"wah, she so strong"
when i was carrying drum back to Studio.
So proud of myself, woohoo~~

Happy Birthday to Chia Wei!
Salvo 09's VZVP,
Very Zai Vice President=0
I managed to see our booth today!
Watched them rehearse at sport complex also.
Had dinner at Carl's Junior with Salvo just now.
Yeah Yeah Yeah~~~
It seems to be a long time since i had dinner with them,
crap with them, watch they drum...
Ya, so conclusion is,
Karen is very happy today=)

I'm not feeling feel.
I thought i will faint
when i was having training at Jurong Island.

My heart is not feeling well.
Tear almost drops when you ask me whether am i performing?
Quite disaappointed that i cannot manage to see you guys perform.
Not even the rehearsal.
But it's still good to meet you all and have fun.
I miss the hug hug and poke poke.

I wanted to make salad today for tomorrow's lunch,
failed.
I wanted to do revision for thursday's test,
failed too.
I had promised i myself to sleep before 11pm everyday,
failed like shit!

Finally it's friday,
can rest well.
No need to wake up a 5am...
Tomorrow go back to Malaysia,
to take something i left over there.
Then still have to write the
“廿四节令鼓”nicely.
I'm so irritated by my ugly calligraphy and chinese words=(
Damn!!!
Hope i can write better,
as good as last time.

Next week is a hectic week for me too.
Got a Process Flow Diagram test on thursday,
haven done any revision yet.
So, i better don't attend Salvo training next week,
But if i am not going to Salvo,
friday's performance how?
Well, even if i go for training,
i will still may not get to perform also...
Because the timing may not suit.
Beside that, next friday is whole day practical.
From 8am till 11:30am, then lunch time.
Then from 12:30pm till 3:00pm.
The weather is super hot, the sunlight is too bright!
My friend almost fainted today=(
So i am thinking whether i am physically able to take part in the performance for Wheelbarrow anot.
Haiz, don't care first,
got headache since the CPTC started.
I think it's because i don't have enough rest=(

Ruohan and Veronica...
please take care of yourselves.
Like what Ruohan said,
Salvo peoples seem to be very unlucky and keep getting injured recently.
Hope things are getting better soon=)
I miss Salvo>.<

Chemical Process Training Centre,
a training centre which is located at Jurong Island.
The journey is about 1 hour from Tampines interchange.
Haiz, sibei sianzzzz....
Everyday have to wake up at 6am.
If i want to have enough sleep,
which is 8 hours of sleeping time,
i need to sleep before 10pm latest....

And yesterday was my first time,
i went in studio 4,
but didn't drum.
Not even touch the drum lo, haiz...
But anyway, the regatta is coming soon,
Jia You for all the performers.
And Jia You for other performances also^^

世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是鼓就立在我面前 我却不可以敲打鼓
listen to the song, 《没有如果》- 梁静茹

I was involved in a car accident yesterday.

Then i told my mummy who is still in Thailand now.
She scolded me like what i had expected,
Mummy: The car got sensor one ma, you didn't hear the alarm mie? Why still go and bang the pole?
Karen: No la, front where got sensor...and i didn't bang a pole lo...it's a tree.
Mummy: ......How you drive one? Front also can bang?
Karen: Because.....

the coconut tree is hewed and left this part and it's hidden in the grasses. So i can't see.


Then the number plate broke and dropped.


This is the residual plate...

And she find that i always bang her car,
so i am banned from driving her car for a period of time, i think?
But i counted already,
only 3 times lo...
And she never asked me whether i got injured anot=(
Well, luckily i'm not.
However, i was shocked...

Oh my god, what do you think this is?
Fried banana?
I thought it's fried "ku ku bird" at the first sight, LOLX
So sorry for the dirty thought=p
Ok, anyway, this is fried fish roe.
It tastes nice, yummy=)

Wow, just came back from the 大戏 there,
and today not much sales leh, dunno why=(
So, we were playing with a little boy who came with his parents.
After that, another group of customers came,
they bring a little girl too.
Therefore, we played together^^
The little boy was damn funny,
he went to the temple there,
and kept asking me to pray.
As in, squat down and do the Zen gesture.
But anyway, the correct way should be kneel down.
Then the little girl dun wan to get down since i carry her in my arm,
my right arm is abit aching now=p
And when it's time for us to go back,
the two little kids dun let us go, lolx...
We kept bringing them back to their parent
and ran when we got chance.
This is how we got back home, hahaha
So, here is some pictures we took with the kids:

little boy, ah girl, little girl and me


He is so cute^^

Well, single mother is not easy to be...
I think i should reconsider about the idea of having the first kid at age 25.
Taking care of kid is so tired=s
If i dun have another person to help and support me,
i think i will breakdown one day.

Oh, anyway, i feel sick now=(

What did Karen do during the weekends?
Let's see...


This is a temple called 四位王府.
There is a 歌仔戏 held for 7 days in April every year.


So, that is the stage and yesterday got a dinner.
The stage is on the right of the temple.


This stall is on the left of the temple.
Yup, my mummy sells drinks there,
and i become the coffee-sao, lolx!
But i didn't help much,
most of the time i sat on chair only.


Then this stall is on the right of the stage!
If you can't read the chinese word properly,
it's written 丹绒拿督国中华文学会...
Does it sounds familiar?
Yes, it's my previous CCA, Chinese Society, 华会.
We hold the stall for the full 7 days,
and the money we earn will become our society's funds.
And we use it to organise other events.

Hmmm....I was feeling old when i went to the stall.
They dunno me and so do I.
Seeing other people do the thing that you did before and you don't do that anymore will give you the urge to do it yourself.
I really feel like asking them to let me cut the Mua-Ji.
I miss the feeling of cutting Mua-Ji~~

And also, i feel happy to see the 华会 i loved keep going on.
It shows that, the effort of all previous batch of seniors put in is worth.
Ya, so all the best to you guys^^

Then it makes me think of the differences between Salvo and 华会 at my time.
Firstly, the system.
We met and organised event once a month on average.
After the event, will have a briefing for it.
We pointed out the mistakes we did,
and discussed the solutions to avoid it to happen again.

For 华会, the discipline is only needed during the meeting.
Most of the time, we need responsibility.
Salvo, as a 24 Festival Drum drum troop.
We train for our drum skill, score, everthings.
Obviously discipline is much more needed.

Secondly, the briefing.
In 华会, we discussed our event, we got our things done, then we went home.
If problem occurs, we will only discuss about the issue itself.
In Salvo, we also get our things done.
But we always have heart to heart talk.
And because of it,
weep, which never happened in 华会,
is a common occurence in Salvo.

Salvo is made up of many caring peoples,
they are always there for you with the forgiveness spreading around.
Everytime make me cry until like mad,
but that's not a bad thing=)

A good thing about 华会 is that,
they had been established for more than 10 years.
At my time, it was the 7th year.
I hope Salvo can be like that too, keep going on.

What a nice April Fool i had today.
Thought i will be late so took cab to school,
it costed me $5.
$5 hor~~
Met clement when i reached,
then heard our Mr. President said:
"Today no PT, you dunno mie?"
Okay fine~~
Today then i know Clement is more clever than me,
i am so stupid, i totally believe what you said ok?
Idiot Marc.\/.
But never mind, we had fun~~LOLX
Then when i was waiting for my relative at the bus stop,
a soccer ball fell down from the sky!!
Actually it was from the football field behind the bus stop.
The ball hit the roof then rebounced to the floor.
Almost hit me you know!?
WooHoo~~Happy April Fool again^^

I have been misunderstood by peoples around me
since i was in secondary school,
no matter you are my friends or my family.
It's ok if it's a small matter,
it's not ok if it's related to some important things or
one's integrity.
The most common one is:
Karen, are you angry?
No, Karen is not angry!
Can't i have some other feelings rather than angry?
They say i am fierce when i speak normally,
they say i am scary when i speak softly.
What the!?
I think i need a mask.
Although i hate it=(

I just wake up from a nightmare.
It's about Salvo's training which is on monday.
The bus stop opposite my house was under contruction,
so i could not board bus 15.
I cabbed down to school and

when i was walking through the brigde,

i realised i didn't wear covered shoes and
there is no drumticks in my bag!!!
Oh my god.\/.
I was very scared of scolding by someone...
Of course i felt angry too,
because of my mistakes.
I was thinking maybe i can go back home to change
and come back school again.
I was thinking will i be on time?
And the nightmare was very real until i almost cried.
Luckily a ring wake me up and i am saved~~

Went to CO concert with Salvo and Pin.
After the concert,
I think they suddenly unhappy with me!
I got bullied like ChiaWei~~~so innocent=(
What did i do? (ChiaWei always say)

Anyway, here are some details of my CPTC and SIP!!!
CPTC dates: 13th April 2009 - 22nd May 2009 (6 weeks)
Holidays: 23rd May 2009 - 31st May 2009
SIP dates: 01st June 2009 - 18th Sept 2009 (16 weeks)

If Salvo is having concert this year,
please dun crash with my SIP, okay? (Marc)
Please dun strike my name off the list, okay? (Kelvin)

Tomorrow's CO concert,
should buy a bouquet for them...
Where can i get one?
I should meet Salvo at 6:30pm at City Hall.
Do i have the time to buy?
Hmmm......

I'm not saviour.
I can't change anything, anyone.
So i better keep sillent.

Went to opposite school to eat dinner with my friends yeaterday.
Last time we met was CNY, somes are even longer...
Then we took pictures at bus stop opposite school,
really is 吃饱拍照^^


Today woke up at 11:30am,
Washed up and met my cousins at around 1pm.
We drove home via Woodlands.
Because of traffic jam and rainy day,
we took about 4 hours to reach home.
Normally the jouney is only 2 hours plus=s
so i reached home at 6pm, so tired...

Then an incident happened when i was at home.
My cousin was trying to throw my sister into toilet bowl.
I think it's because she offended him.
So FUN!!

LOLX^o^

Change a new look of my blog^^
I love babies~~
I think i should change my link also,
hmm....
Change to ilovebabies1015.blogspot.com???
hahaha, anyhow...

Damn unlucky!
Received a phone call this morning at 7:30am,
and i must reach Changi to meet my friend at 8:30am.
If i take bus 59, I will be late because the journey from my house to Changi takes 45minutes to 1 hour.
And when i went out from my house, it was 8 o'clock already.
Never mind, i can take cab.
But 他妈的 the cab fare 干死人贵!
Normally the cab fare from my house to Changi is less than $10.
But today, i paid $23.50 for it.
王八蛋! I dunno whether is the taxi driver scammed me or what,
but he said he is new for this job when i nearly reached Changi.
What the hell!?
Haiz, i should direct him the road instead of listening to him what the road he wanna go.
And i think i am still a noob for this kind of life experience.
I should! i should! i dunno...i dunno what should i do.
But i feel damn sad for my money or rather my mummy's money....
I wasted the money because of my stupidness.
妈的, DAMN SIANZZZZ!!!!!!

Anyway, another thing i want to say is...
I bit Eric successfully today!!!! Yeah~~
At least this makes my day~~
Thanks Eric^^
Should looks for the next victim, hehex...

Back to Singapore~~
Walao, my mummy is going to Batu Pahat tomorrow.
Sianzzz, so celebrated her birthday with her today.
Then at the same time,
my house got peoples came,
and i took pictures with the little baby^^

The baby likes me a lot, lolx
I love baby too^^

After the chalet,
i went to work.
Supposed to work until 6pm,
but i was too tired,
so i left earlier.
Went home and slept.
Woke up, bathed, facebook-ed
and blogging.
I'm still very tired...
good, then i can sleep later=)
Going back Malaysia tomorrow,
will come back on monday,
because monday is my mummy's birthday^^

I should tell her my result is increased again,
by 0.06, so happy^^
Get 2 As...
I am very easy satisfied by my result.
From 1.1 till now,
my GPA keep increasing by a little bit,
but still i am happy.
Although my GPA was not very high in the first place,
but i am not greedy so i am ok with it.
Congrats me, faster, haha=p

Oh my god~~
I went to my TP's account and saw this mail called
"Pengerang Cycling Expedition".
Hey, they will go to my hometown man!
It's cool~~
And tomorro will be the first day of Salvo's chalet,
i am quite afraid of the "truth or dare"...
Dunno what evil ideas will they come out with.
But i can't wait for it also!!!
Damn!!! lolx...

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Death
Looked down on
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
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Tired but satisfied^^
After working, went Bugis to shop with nobody~~
Me alone went shopping, wahaha~~
I haven't went Bugis for a long time.
I haven't went shopping alone for a long time.
The feeling is good!
I went to buy my friend's present and also some stuffs for chalet.

Some of my 战利品^^
Saw the earplug?
I afraid my dearest Salvo mates will be very high and noisy during the chalet. So i will need it in order to have a good sleep, hehe...

I have sore legs after two Salvo's physical trainings,
hope i am able to take it for this coming monday's training.
I wanna improve, improve and improve!!!
Karen 加油！

Ohya, just wanna tell you guys this before i forget.
I dreamt that i was raped by a man yesterday night.
I mean, he was trying to rape me,
and he had more strength than me,
i can't fight with him,
so i pretended i wanna vomit to avoid being raped.
What a weird dream=s

I wanna be stronger, stronger, and stronger!!!
Strong until i have enough strength to fight with a man.

I'm going to sleep soon,
because i am working at 9am at TP's library.
And i realised that,
even i'm having holidays now,
I still have to go back school everyday!!!!
Monday: 5 to 9pm, Salvo
Tuesday: 10 to 1pm, Salvo
Wednesday: 5 to 9pm, Salvo
Thursday: 9 to 6pm, Work
Friday: 9 to 6pm, Work
WooHoo~~wonderful schedule...

Salvo Comes to My Hometown

Yeah~~i am back!!
I am so happy that Salvo came over my hometown
it gave me a chance to introduce them the place i grow up
Gonna do a summary for what we did during this 3days2nights

1st day:
Reached Pengerang at 2:45pm,
headed down to Hotel,
it was raining on the way.
So they rested in the hotel,
and i went back home to bathe and took some snacks for them.
When i came to hotel again,
we played with the cards,
math game--24, magic learning session.
Went out to eat dinnet at 7pm at a seafood restaurant.
After that was riding motorbike session.
I borrowed 1 motor from my friend and
i went back home to ride my motor there.
Some of them learnt how to ride
and i bring some of them to "ride around" the roads.
Then went back to hotel,
all squeezed in eric and chia wei's room,
drank and chatted.
Song Leng bought a liqour, and that night i talked alot,
because of some alcohol content=s
Then girls went back to our room,
and we continued to talked!!!lolx
Ya, 4 of us had a super "nice chat" before we slept.
When we almost felt asleep,
POLICE came.
Oh my god, because we are too noisy,
the tenants at level 2 reported to police,
cause he/she thought got people cry
(we were at level 3).
But nothing happen,
he just came to asked whether we having some problems.

2nd day:
Had breakfast at 10am,
After that, went back to hotel to rest again.
I went back home to bathe and drive car down.
Wen hong came back from singapore before 12noon,
but i didn't notice she called me.
Okay, never mind, i call her again.
So she came, and we headed down to Batu Layar.
Went there and took picture with the so called "famous stones".
But we can't go further cause the sea water level is high.
Then my mummy called me at 2:40pm
so we all headed down to my house to eat lunch.
And also introduce my house to them.
After that, go back to hotel to bathe.
Reached my friend's house at 6:30pm,
and we played drum^^
Then leave her house at 10 or 11pm,
bought burgers back to hotel and ate in the living room.
Eric bought a liqour and a red wine,
he said bought for me^^
haha, so sweet, thanks!
And again, we squeezed in eric's room.
Wen hong was all along with us today,
I dunno how much i drank but i face was all red, and abit dizzy,
so i turned in at 4am with wen hong.

3rd day:
Wen hong left at 8am cause she got to go Johor Bahru with her family.
Only Song Leng, Liyen and me went down to eat laksa,
and we bought for them.
Eric had headache cause last night or this morning he drank too much.
Song Leng said i drank half bottle of the red wine,
got so much mie?
No wonder after i slept i never wake up, slept deeply.
Then we packed up, settled the money and left the hotel.
Reached my house, i bathed and packed my stuffs.
Met my cousins and went Pengerang together.
Took picture there, played until we board the bumboat,
continued to played in the boat.
And reached Changi.
THE END.

Finally we reach Singapore and all of them are safe.
Whether the trip is fun or not, safey come first!
Anyway, i hope they had fun during this 3days2nights^^

Exams are over!!!!
Freedom is back to me again!
My last and easiest paper, UO2 was at sport hall,
Liyen was sitting beside a guy who was sitting beside me.
Liyen and me was so near to each other, awwwwww~~~~~
but i think she didn't realise, haha!
After the exam, i went to E!Hub with Debbie,
played arcade, watched movie.
I tried many games that i never play before, so FUN^^
We won 110 tickets and got a mini pen for both of us, yeah~~
And i will win the Taiko Drum someday.\/.

The movie, Kung Fu Chef, is just average...
BUT Vaness, i mean the character in the show,
He abit 痞痞的，abit gay,
and abit the Hand Percussion's long hair guy's feel also.
I like this kind of guys, hahaha, so fun!
Hmm, i mean is kinda handsome also,
in some point of view....

Then we took 21 to Tampines,
i supposed to alight at the bustop infront of block 148 or 147,
but then i missed the bustop.
I was thinking something until i forgot to alight, sianzzzzzz
So i had to walk back there from the bustop after Safra.
And then, after taking my stuffs at my uncle's house,
i went home, took 21 again....

I had headache when i was in 21 with Debbie to Tampines,
because yesterday rained and we walked to bustop under the rain.
That's why i can't blog yesterday, stupid headache=(
After checking mails, talking to salvo(msn + phone)
I turned in, zZzZzZzZ

Ohya, i saw Eric while walking to bustop.
He has paper today and he had BBQ yesterday,
all i can say is, GOOD LUCK!!
And he will finish his paper at 11:30am.
So Charmaine Choo, Liyen, Wanyi, Chiawei, Eric, Senrong, Songleng
and me will meet at mushroom at 11:30am!
To go to my hometown~~~YEAH^^
I hope they will have fun there=p
But our Mr.Eric said, he will be late.
Ya, as usual, but is not his fault,
because the examiners have to check the papers that they collect.
And it takes about 20minutes,
because it's at sport hall=s

So i have to go now, in order to meet them on time.
Because i still got some stuff to settle.
See ya=)

B大组=晓???

I am super surprised...

I think what they played is called《晓》

Happy birthday to Wen~~
and thank you for the treat, haha....
I think i should start to save money now,
then i will treat you to K box on my day~~
We celebrated at Nihon Mura...
We ate, sang birthday song, took picture, cut cake...
then after that went to Starbucks to chat....
Last time we met was during CNY,
so happy to meet up again^^
I love my friends!!!

Start from the left:
back row: Qian, Hong, Karen
front row: XinYi, Wen(the gal), Sinng, Pin

I'm going back to Malaysia tomorrow,
to meet my friends who came from taiwan
and to do some preparations for Salvo to come^^
should bring my notes along, hehe....

泪的物语

涙の物语 [泪的物语] by Yuri Chika [有里知花]

How did I fall in love with you?
What can I do to make you smile?
I'm always here if you're thinking of
The story of the tears from your eyes
もしも愿(ねが)い事(こと)が ひとつかなうなら
mo shi mo ne ga i ko to ga hi to tsu ka na u na ra
幸(しあわ)せくれた君(きみ)に もう一度会(いちどあ)いたい
shi a wa se ku ne ta ki mi ni mo u ichi do a i ta i
Can't you hear the voices of my heart?
I was staying here just wanna see your happiness
思(おも)い出(で)も秘密(ひみつ)も 心(こころ)にしまうよ
o mo i de mo hi mi tsu mo ko ko ro ni shi ma u yo
いつの日(ひ)にか君(きみ)と また巡(めぐ)り逢(あ)いたい
i tsu no hi ni ka ki mi to ma ta me gu ri a i ta i

Can't you hear the voices of my heart?
I was staying here just wanna see your happiness
思(おも)い出(で)も秘密(ひみつ)も 心(こころ)にしまうよ
o mo i de mo hi mi tsu mo ko ko ro ni shi ma u yo
いつの日(ひ)にか君(きみ)と また巡(めぐ)り逢(あ)いたい
i tsu no hi ni ka ki mi to ma ta me gu ri a i ta i

I was in a super bad mood just now,
so i went to youtube to find some nice video to entertain myself
and i found this^^

The long hair handsome guy did not wear cloth, oh my~~*shy*
And his hair was short....hahaha!


And this was contributed by wen hong.
I was complaining to her.
After so many vulgarities, i feel better, huu~~
Thanks Hong, best friend forever, muack"3

Yesterday went to Changi Airport to fetch my friend who came from Taiwan.
She is my mum's goddaugther.
I know her since i was young.
At that time, she and her dad who is a Taiwanese stay in Taiwan
while her mum, a Bruneian and the younger brother stay in Brunei.
And we had a deep chat in the bedroom after shopping at Tampines Mall and Century Square.
Then we came to this point, her mum wants her to marry a Bruneian.
Because they are normally rich, like Wu Zun,
so she will have a better life.
Well, she has a boyfriend, they have been together for 8 years.
So maybe she will get married with this Taiwanese?
But who knows? We will not know what will in the next second.
Like she said, she is waiting for Wu Zun, hahaha~~
The thing is, her mum had passed away when we were young,
when i was in kindergarden or primary 1?
And children will always want to fulfill parents' wish,
especially when they are gone...

Anyway, her sentences make me think.
Because i have never stayed in a country for 10 years so far.
I born in Malaysia but grew up in Brunei until 8 years old,
then moved back to Malaysia until 17 years old and i came Singapore for further education.
8 years in Brunei, 9 years in Malaysia, 2 years in Singapore.
So i am thinking, where will i be for the next 10 years?
I know i will be staying in Singapore for at least 6 years due to the tuition grant.
If i meet a Singaporean, then i will stay in Singapore.
I wanted to marry a Taiwanese, because i watched a lot of Taiwan's dramas before, hah!
But now...i dunno...feel like going back to Brunei,
actually sometimes i miss there also,
because all of my happiness happened there.
I am not saying that i am not happy with what i have now,
but the place.....i can say i am the happiest girl when i was young
i have the most precious memories when i was in Brunei,
all of these are due to one reason.

If you are still beside me now,
maybe i won't miss there so much, because you are with me, at here.
When i miss you, i miss there, i miss all the times that we had together.
Oh my god, i miss home.

Anyway, i dreamt of Salvo again....
Actually i sometimes still dream of salvo,
but it's too meaningless to blog.
This time round, a bit meaningful, haha!
I dreamt that Salvo come to my house! Everyone!
I can't remember what was happening but
Ruo Han bully me!!!!!
He snatched my pouch!!!
That's all, lolx=p

I watched the 手集团's performance at Esplanade with Salvo yesterday,
it was SUPER NICE!!!!
They combined alot of components in the performance,
dance, other types of drum and their voice.
Their voices are like a piece of score also,
it was DAMN NICE!!!
The performer are all very confident and professional,
girls are tall and pretty, one of the guys also very handsome.
I am not saying that he has a good looking but when he play drum, OMG~~
it was FREAKING NICE!!!
I watched until very excited,
it was SIBEI NICE!!!
okay, that's all.
Today will be a long day for me....Bless me^^

Damn damn busy la,
This week schedule:
Sunday: Watch 廿四节令鼓表演 at Esplanade
Monday: PIA Lec Quiz + PS&LP Lec Quiz + UO2 presentatino + 2 lab report submission + Jap role play rehearsal!!!
Tuesday: Jap role play
Okay la, the first 3 days fierce only, but then!!!
Dun you think that Monday SIBEI FIERCE!?
DAMN YOU!
F YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

There is some problem with Wanyi, Liyen and Chiawei...
Siao one leh~~
I dunno why must you all send message to me
and tell me you all reach home le.
关我什么事？？？

Good news for me!!
I dreamt that i am giving birth to a child last night!!!
In the dream,
i got a daughter and a husband.
My daughter is super CUTE!!
She smile when she see me, so sweet^^
Then my husband...
not much impression sia, haha!
But is good to have a support when you are pregnant...
feel more secure~~
This is the first time i dream that i have husband,
and also the third time i dream about my own child.
I really really want to have my own children.
I really really want to have the first child when i'm 25 years old.
I really really want to have a child even now i'm only 19 years old,
but i know i can't, sianzzzzz=(
And sometimes i feel that i'm weird,
Why am i so desperate to have a child?
Ok, maybe not so desperate but i really really wish to.
I have no answer for it, but i can't help it also...

Yeah~~
2 pictures of us.
It was not easy to get!
I nagged them until they do so, lolx



Nicholas so cute><

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!
Damn boring now....
Wear nice nice, stay at home,
eat pineapple tart, watch TV,
do project....
Actually the atmosphere of CNY is good,
however it's not as fun as last time....
Will post some pictures later, i think?
If i manage to take picture with my relatives...

I came back home on last Friday afternoon,
had project meeting with Debbie and the rest in the morning.
Then we met with Mr. Kenneth Tang for some questions.
Mr. Tang:"You didn't go back Malaysia ah?"
Karen:"Later lor, after this project meeting."
Mr. Tang:"I see, quite rushed. So you go back with Fee Boon?"
Karen:"No, her mother come and fetch her, i take boat home."
Mr. Tang:"Take boat!? So you live on an island? Pulau Tioman?"
Karen:"No la...."(i forgot what i said)
Mr. Tang:"So you hometown is Kelong?"
Karen:"Erm...sort of la."
Mr. Tang:"So your house's toilet is on the sea, everything drops through a hole?"
Karen:"NO! My house's toilet is normal like Singapore one la!"
Totally what the hell~~
Haix, my hometown is actually a small but peaceful fish village....
Here are some pictures of my house...

My house

My dogs' house

My cousin's house is just beside mine, a lot of peoples say it looks like a temple=p

Hey, i done these decorations on friday and saturday=)

Washed the floor today, almost felt down, but had fun, whee V

Just now got a thing drop on my neck and crawl!
So i grabbed it from my neck and threw onto the floor!
It's an insect and it looks familiar----a cockroach!
Well, a baby cockroach!
How many girls are very scared of cockroachs?
I'm not scared of cockroachs but
what had happened just now was irritating=(

going back home going back home going back home going back home GOING BACK HOME GOING BACK HOME GOING BACK HOME!!!!!!!

should we? or.... we should not?
are you interested?
of cause i am!!!
but...should we?
and i am scared that i cannot cope both...
si bei sian...
keep disconnecting from msn,
i can feel how you feel when you keep disconnecting form internet...
Mr. Kelvin, hahaha...
so...should we?
headache sia...
DRUMZOUT~~

Anyway, i manage to post this,
读书郎...
"Lang li ge Lang li ge Lang ge li ge Lang"
it is not "Lang li ge Lang li ge Lang li ge Lang"

Oh my 天天!!!
mai ko wo kua dio lé
kua jit bai, pa jit bai!
(不要给我看到你，看一次，打一次)
wahahahahahaha..........
this is my comment after watching this video...

W980i

New phone! New phone!
My new handphone---Sonyericsson W980i
It may be a very normal phone for others,
but i was waiting for it since June of 2008!
And i am addicted to flip phone,
so ya....i love it^^
It's a she, called 小S~~
Here is a picture of her....

most probably i will get my new phone later...
if my cousin don't drag the time!!!!

I WANT TO SLEEP BEFORE 12AM FROM TODAY ONWARDS!!!
Just like somebody...
sleep everywhere....
Once lie on floor, close the eyes, SLEEP!!!!

Yesterday was Salvo's voting session,
wonder who will be in our next main committee.
Look forward to it,
and also what kind of junios will we have.
Hopelly not so noisy one, like our Mr. Clement,
lolx!
And also hope there will be more guys, real guys!
But i still remember during orientation camp 08,
dunno who said that:
"guys whoever join salvo will become gays later"
So, what will next batch male juniors be like?
Let's see....

Thank you SALVO

Thank you everyone in SALVO by standing beside me when i was sad.
Thanks for all of the consolations, concerns, hugs,
and everything you gave me.

I understand that i shouldn't keep thinking of my mistake,
but i need to vent my anger and sadness.
I need time to let go also.
After that, i will be fine.
Like now, i'm okay=)

I'm sorry to make you guys worried.
I'm also sorry for giving you guys a sad face
when you all were trying to make me feel better
by saying or doing something funny or good.
Although i wasn't in the mood of smiling
i still feel sorry to you guys,
especially Kelvin.
I hope it didn't affect your mood of celebrating your birthday.
So again
Happy birthday to Kelvin!

And ya,
finally open house 2009 is over.
Performances also over.
I will revenge
at the next performance.

Today performance was good
but then...
i hate my retarded hand sia!!!
all the 四连音 parts play until like shit!
the ending part also
although audience dunno la...
but hand ah hand~~
can you be more clever?
play what i think la...

Anyway, tomorrow performance
All the best to salvo!!!

Today is the first day of open house
left one more day to performance
i wish all of the performers have a good rest.
Blister, blueblack, all the injured body parts get recovered asap.
And i'm very very very very busy
i'm gonna be crazy =X

And i wanna thank Eric and Marc
Eric got headache today but still purposely come to school to help me
And when the 小笼包 showed atittude to us
both of you also tolerated the unhappiness with me
i'm sorry about.
Without your company,
i dunno how am i going to complete my project
So ya, thanks alot!!
My dearest salvo mate and dearest training head^^
muacks muacks "3

Walao eh,
i have APEL lesson later which spoil my sleep=(
sianzzzz

I have alot of projectsssss
even more sianzzzz
PIA, Japanese, UO2, PS&LP poster...
headache@@

I have my very cool ending pose....
but i also have my retarded hand, useless!!!
so sibei sianzzz!!!
@#$%^*

have to sleep now =S
good night,
will i dream of salvo again?

Cat's season 4

Forth: Stalking cat


Oh my god, it's so scary.
And i'm not in the mood of blogging,
so that's all.
Bye =I

Cat's season 3

Do you always do this in lecture?
Third one: Cat nap


I'm sure everyone did!!=p

"Ponyo On A Cliff" Theme song

Ohya, by the way...
Since Debbie like the ponyo theme song so much,
so i shall..."cough*

ponyo ponyo ponyo sakana no ko
aoi umi kara yattekita
ponyo ponyo ponyo fukuranda
manmaru onaka no onna no ko

peta peta pyon pyon
ashitte iina kakechao !
nigi nigi bun bun
otete ha iina tsunaijao !

ano ko to haneru to kokoro mo odoruyo
paku paku chuggyutsu ! paku paku chuggyutsu !
ano ko ga daisuki makkakkano

ponyo ponyo ponyo sakana no ko
aoi umi kara yattekita
ponyo ponyo ponyo fukuranda
manmaru onaka no onna no ko

fuukufuku iinioi
onakagasuita tabechi yao !
you kuyoku mite miyo o
ano ko mokitto mite iru

isshoni warau to hoppe gaatsuiyo
waku waku chu gyu ! waku waku chu gyu !
ano ko ga daisuki makkakkano

ponyo ponyo ponyo sakana no ko
gake no ueni yattekita
ponyo ponyo ponyo onna no ko
manmaru onaka no genki na ko

Since we learn plagarism in CSAS,
so i shall
References:
http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/10110/fujioka-fujimaki-nozomi-ohashi/gake-no-ue-no-ponyo.html

"Gake no Ue no Ponyo" Theme song
《悬崖上的波妞》主题曲

So many PONYO!?

Cat's season 2

I'm here again=)
to post the
Second one: Idiotic cat


Seriously she is very 白目 and Guai Lan....lolx

Cat's season 1

Watched yotube just now,
found a lot of CATSSS there.
Damn cute^^
First one: Cutest Scottish


i think my birthday is coming soon?
On 9th of January?
I want this as my birthday present!!
LOLX=p

Happy Ending of Year 2008

Happy Ending of Year 2008!!
What is the first thing i do at Year 2009?
That is, bathed at my cousin's house!!
Today will stay here,
because tomorrow is going to shopping with my cousin.
And it's also because i lazy to take bus to go back home.

Today went Marina Square with Salvo ppls!!!
I was at school until 6pm,
decided to go find them with wen hong,
I didn't know why i had the strong will to meet them,
until hong jokingly said that I miss Salvo,
then i realised, ya...
I MISS SALVO!!!!
That's why i last minute decided to go.

then now,
i am enjoying the song, the night, the weather...

Location: TP's library level 2
Reason of blogging:
Blog before i forget what i dreamt about in my dream
Marc!!!
I dreamt of you again, but this time round you survived!!
The dreamt was about Song Leng actually,
as you all know that he has a blogshop selling clothes, shoes, whatever...
So in the dream, he bring those clothes to let Salvo guys try on
But only he and Marc keep trying on,
and you all keep laughing at Song Leng as he is too big size and fat><
But seriously i can see that the clothes that he wear is about to burst!
There is this superman suit, like this:

It's quite similar to the above one, differences are:
dun have the red colour underwear,
leg part is in yelow colour,
upper body and the belt are both in dark blue.
Then when Marc try on the suit,the belt is hanging between his legs,
because his upper body too SHORT!!!
And i also dreamt about wanyi,
but nothing much, just sit there and talking to me.
That'a all, and Kelvin!!!
So sad i still didn't dream of you~~LOLX

Temasek Polytechnic Malaysian Students had a gathering today,
from 4:30pm until 9pm plus outside LT25,
It seriously was damn fun.
We played games,
to test our rusted Malay, haha!
And i can see that,
all of us had returned our Bahasa Malaysia back to teacher,
but for some of them, their Malay still very good.
And when we came to this question,
What is the state capital of Sarawak?
Since it is so easy, the answer is Kuching,
so we had to recite Rukun Negara also,
will then considered as correct.
Rukun Negara:
Kepercayaan kepada Tuhan
Kesetiaan kepada Raja dan Negara
Keluhuran perlembagaan
Kedaulatan undang-undang
Kesopanan dan kesusilaan

Then they also tested our Simpulan Bahasa, which is idiom.
I only remember dessert is pencuci mulut in Malay=D

I feel good when gather with all the Malaysians,
espcially when we are at a foreign country.
It feels like returned to secondary school times=)
I feel kinda proud of being a Malaysian SOMETIMES...
that's mean, all of the times i...hahaha, but anyway,
Yeah, Malaysia Boleh, Wawasan 2020!!

By the way, school is opened tomorrow~~
I'm prepared to go back studio 4 but not Applied Science School=P
Ok, see ya tomorrow.
I can't wait to play drum=)

Today was full of activities.
Let's start with my dream.
I dreamt of 5 different dreams this morning.
But i can only recall 4 of them.

1st one was a trip with my secondary school's friends.
Then one of the guy has a crush on me, hahaha!

Then the 2nd one was japanese soldiers wanna kill me!!!
I am a guy of the period of 2nd World War.
My cousins and me hide in a room and hope they won't find us,
but one of the soldier did!
He use his gun to aim straight at me,
when i thought he is going to shoot me,
a little brother scold him,
so they have quarrel.
And i dunno what is the end of this dream.

3rd one was Marc!!!
Oh my god, he die!!!
And i cry until until like dunno what, very sad.

4th was Wanyi and the rest.
We go shopping at Malaysia dunno where.

When i woke up this morning, my heart beat still very fast.
And the first thing come into my mind was:
Huu~~ it was a dream. So Marc never die.

And today went ECP with my cousins,
did cycling, my ass pain!!!

Yo, today went to Tampines Mall with wen hong.
And guess what i saw!?
Wanyi and chiawei!!!
Ya, ppls who went to Christmas eve outing should get it already ah~~
aha, i caught them!!!
2008年圣诞节最暧昧姐弟恋~~woohoo!!

Merry Christmas!!!

Merry Christmas everyone!!! HoHohO~~~
I just came back home from jogging
slept until nearly 5pm=p
The first Christmas spent wih Salvo was fun
and i was surprised that my uncle allowed me to stay overnight outside!!!
And he didn't kept calling me except i received 7 misses call from him.
Well, it was my fault anyway=p, shouldn't put my hp in my bag.

We meet at 10pm at E-hub
All of us gathered at arcade there
and we played drum again, wahaha!!
Then we had supper at 12:40am.
After that we went level 4 to take picture, eat log cake, play 终极密码
And when we had to leave that place, we went to beach
Some of us slept, some of us chatted, some of us took picture.
When it was 6am, we headed down to Macdonald at White Sand.
And i really can't imagine that, after i had my Big Breakfast
I slept in the Macdonald!!!
Until 9:09am!!! Oh My God~~
Well, luckily i was not the only one who slept=)

I was looking at my Pictures File and i found this picture which i took last time

Question: How will you read this title?

a) 调戏壮汉，女人被杀

b) 调戏女人，壮汉被杀

Yesterday i reached school at 3:30pm,
then go jogging at sport complex.
I went to gym at the first place cause i wanted to use the equipment there.
But then...the equipment was spoiled and i dunno.
So i kept adjusting until i found that:
I have to find someone to help me=(
So i asked this guy who was behind me for helping.
By the way, he is quite handsome=)
Then the lady beside us said: it's spoiled.
Walao, you know it's spoiled,
then can you tell me when you see i keep adjusting it?
I feel so @#$%^&* and no choice i went to track there to run.
Only 1 round, but it definitely can kill me!!
So, after 1 round, i rested and i bathed
then went studio 4
And the traning was IMBAL!!
Kelvin, lent me your "imbal", lolx
cause i can't think of any other words to descride it.
We played B大组for dunno how many timesssss
and three times of 玄.
I feel so happy, satisfied, tired
I saw my improvement and the space of improvement^^

later at 10am have to reach school for project meeting...sianzzz

Oh my god, my Problem Based Learning project is spoiling my holidays
so i went to youtube to search for some nice videos
and i found this cute panda

I drop my friend's new drum =(

Today went to my friend's house to play drum.
However...I dropped the drum!!!
And the body of the drum got 2 scratches
because the drum was scratched by some timbers on the floor which i tripped on
Oh my god, i feel so bad.....
The drum is new, he just bought, haiz~~
Luckily i never carry the drum on my shoulder...
if not, i think the drum will spoiled=(
Walao, i feel so sorry....

Had a great day at Veronica's house yesterday,
with my dearest Salvo mates.
Thanks Veronica and her parents, so kind and friendly=)
The foods were very nice, all are my favoured foods^o^
Because my family don't celebrate Christmas,
so yesterday was my second time of celebrating Chritmas,
it was so FUN!!!
UNO stacko was my first time also....everyone was high with:
Draw Two...."PAM"!
Draw Four...."BOM"!
Draw Eight!!!! Oh my God, unbelievable~~
Then we exchanged present
I got a monkey^^
Can't believe that the 3 guys bought 3 animal dolls
so girly~~happy three friends ya? lolx!!

But anyway, i like the monkey!!
slept with it yesterday and i was surprised that
the monkey was not on the floor when i woke up this morning
cause normally i will throw everythings out of my arms when i am sleeping
But don't worry, i never heard a loud "TAK" in my dream, haha

After that we walked to school
and we had physical training at sport complex
seriously, i dunno how to run
i was suffered during the run
so i think i should give i myself some training...

OK, off to do my projectsssss, sianzzzz

Horray~~complete B大组 yesterday.
The feeling is like you eat alot of food, then cannot digest well
and if it's worse, you puke!! hahas
But hopefully i can consume all of them la~~~

Indeed i ate 2 bowls of fried rice when i reached home
RICE again, haha!
No choice~~i was very hungry...?
Behave like this, when can i slim down!?
lolx, but...
let me continue to behave in this way, at least for now!
And "i will start diet tomorrow",
this is the standard line of peoples who is on a diet, cool right?

LOLX....okay later 10am have to reach school for project meeting....
goodnight^^ muack ''3

Writting B大组's score since afternoon
but then...
no talent means no talent
what i had written so far:
R23 R234
LR R234 RLLRL
rL rL 12345L
RrlrL rlrrL

Shit!!!!
I hope WanYi won't disappointed if i come out with nothing

Ohya, tomorrow have to go school at 12noon.
I got a 3hours practical!!!!
So @#$%^&......
It's make up lesson for Unit Operation2 at 31st of December....
Walao eh....i thought we are having holidays?

Again, i swear did not lie
i dreamt of salvo again.
I was late to studio 4
when i reach, everyone is at their 鼓位 already
we are holding drumsticks, stand infront of our drum
guess what we do.
We are having lesson!!!
There is this "guai lan" girl
she want us to copy the information on the slide
but then she only show the slide for 1 or 2 seconds
how are we going to copy down?
so i called the relevant authority to get those information...
Such a weird dream....
Well, last time i even dreamt that
we take exam together
i wonder what is the paper
haa, test about the score?

I realised my posts recently are talk about dream
let's talk about something REAL
today i went to school at 8:45am for a talk
after the talk, we stayed at school for awhile to discuss our PBL project
then headed down to E-Hub with Debbie
having lucnh at MR. CHICKEN RICE
then went ZONE X, played DRUM!!!
wahahahaha~~~
But then Debbie's result was expert
my result was only grad, sianzzz
i feel shame to say that, i'm a real drummer sia, lolx
Then we also played western drum,
Debbie gave me the last song to play
but then i failed, i only played not even half of the song....
The machine stopped me:(

By the way, the drum is not 24 festival drum but japan's taiko
but there is this sentence in hokkien, translate to english is:
"no fish, prawn also can"
no 24 festival drum, mini drum in ZONE X also can~~~
and i am thinking that,
maybe next time we can bring our own drum sticks
go TM's TIMEZONE and play the drum there!!!

Anyway, just 2 more days
i can play the real drum!!!!
i'm looking forward to it:)

And ya, today i really had fun with you
Thanks Debbie^^

Maybe you won't believe
or maybe you will
Guess what!
i dreamt of Salvo again, lolx
it was happened during my 4 hours sleep
This time round is Marc,
Yay, our traning head:>
We are at Engineering school
having our freshman orientation camp
in the dream, we are seniors!!!
Then i came late because of "i can't remember the reason"
then all of the juniors with you all sit in a circle and having debrief
and i sit on a wheel chair
keep banging on peoples
So Marc catch my head to stop me...
Then after that i sit beside him
he change a new handphone
and i keep droping his handphone on the floor=p

That's what i can recall until now
Continue on next episode i think?
hahaha:)

So now, i have to go back study my
Plant Safety & Loss Prevention:(

See you guys very very soon!!!

Sunday night
i dreamt salvo ppls
in the dream....
we are at some places in TP
I am at this very tall bulding
it looks like some abandoned store of petrol
then i am on the top of this building
Neo or ChiaWei (i can't remember)
ask me to close the door and come down
there is a random gathering
Clement bite Veronica
then Veronica complain to Lynette
so Lynette "sayang" Veronica
and Charmaine Koh, Liyen and Mun Ting are fooling around

Monday night
i dreamt salvo again
in the dream....
we are at studio 4
having traning as usual
we play drum
everyone is there
so爽，woo~~hoo~~~

Why not we resume salvo this friday?

weather is super cold
raining throughout the day

a cup of strawberry HL milk
however, make me warm...

Gas Chromatography...
I will finish you by tonight!

Tuesday was salvo spaming message day.
The first msg i received was from Eric, he asked us to support Kelsey.
Then was Marc, he told us about the trainings during holidays.
Then was Chia Wei, he(omg, he come online when i was typing his name, wth!!)
ok, he talked about the movie outing.
Meanwhile, i was sms-ing with Liyen and Clement....
See, so many salvo ppls' msg that day...
haiz, i miss you guys leh...sianzzz

mechanical pencil

okay, fine!!!!
I lost my lovely, sweet, adorable mechanical pencil~~
shit, which bastard stole it?
It followed me since i was sec 4...
We had relationship for more than 3 years...
哪个王八蛋，硬生生地拆散我们!?

so i have to search for another mechanical pencil
and therefore i went to century square yesterday
guess what
i did not get the thing i want but...
i brought a file and a carrier bag from lovely land
they are very cute^^
waste money sia...lolx

i will be continue searching for my new mechanical pencil:(

Today is last day of Salvo for this term...
Oh my god~~so sad!!
but no choice, term test is just 11 more days
Salvo peoples!! do work hard in you term test ok?
加油 加油 加油！！！

By the way, i would like to make myself clear.
"How different the way we as juniors treat seniors is depend on our characteristic"
Actually what i really mean is that
We respect this senior more, maybe is because we afraid of him more, this fear is so called outer control.
And this outer control make us to be obedient or behave ourselves.
However, if we don't behave ourselves when other senior is teaching us, it is because we don't possess inner control, like discipline.
The outer control definitely is not there because we don't afraid of that senior.
I feel very sad to have this perception because it means that
juniors cannot respect others or behave ourselves without outer control.

So in conclusion
we as juniors...actually got no discipline.
oh my god, sounds very bad.
but but but....
i believe that all of us are mature enough,
like we have alot of nice guy/ gal/ gay...wateva....
the only thing we have to improve is
we should be more considerate
and take care of other people's feeling as well.
because it's quite irritating for them
when they are teaching and we are making noises.
okay, i think that's all.

I hope what i said will not offence anyone.
It's basically like when you realise you siblings do wrong thing,
then you remind him or her.
and you hope he/she can remind you also when you do wrong.
because i hope we can get improvement together
no matter is our drumming skill or our behaviour.

Last but not least, i love SALVO.....

term test is coming in 3 more weeks
but what the hell i dunno what had i learnt so far
too many things happen
too many tears drop

if we pay attention
there is alot of good things keep happening in our life
but we take it for granted

when some bad things happen
we ask "why is me?"
ridiculous? but it is true...

cherish your family

Drumming really gives me alot of powers.
Since this week is quite bloody busy,
so i was very stressed with my projects and quizzes.
But then, after the performance, i dun feel stress at all.
Indeed i was damn HIGH!!
And i dun feel scared of those projects and quizzes.
I feel that i can manage them and do well!
Unbelieveable? But it's true...

And yesterday was really memorable.
Our first performance,
although we will have much more performances in the future,
but i think the feeling will be different,
because this is the FIRST!!
It's like a milestone for us
and the efforts that we put in during this half a year,
then now is the time to show our result...

The only word to describe my feeling is touched.
And because of that, i feel like crying.
When i was talking,
my body was shaking and there was quaver in my voice.
But my tears didn't come out, i dunno why.
What i know is that, i dun cry so easily,
so maybe is that time the atmosphere still not enough...
Therefore the feeling was kept in my heart.

Until...ya, the incident.
I CANNOT ACCEPT!!
and it's very sad...
so i reach the maximun point.
But i didn't dare to release my feeling by crying,
for that time the situation, i can't cry silently.
I sure cry until like got serious problem happened to me:(

So, until now the "crying" feeling is still in my heart...
no matter it's in good or bad manner:)

I should find a chance to release it,
it's uncomfortable to keep in my heart.
Because now i am emotional =p

countdown: 12 hours...
excited bo? lolx^o^

Aiyo~~Weiya~~
Today is 16th of November!!!
Left about 32hours only~~
Why so fast!? Salvo peoplessss!!!!!
GAMBATTE YO!!!

Let's watch this video, is another 24 festival drum performance...

華仁中學廿四節令鼓第二屆演奏會—秋冬俟风
this is not the whole performance, is just a part of it.
but then i find that, this one is very cute and funny
i like their hoo~~hoo~~, scissors-paper-stone, shaking their butt...

Later will be our TP Rawks rehearsal...
Well, quite look forward to it...
And the...Salvo people!!!
Watch this video please, i find that this performance quite nice...
i like their motion^^
2008年新生營--廿四節令鼓表演 which means it is like our TP Rawks.
They also perform for those freshman during an orientation camp.



countdown: 4days

原来鼓棒断了，是这种感觉。。。
Damn it la! si bei sianzzz.
I just get my gu bang and hapilly play drum with my own gu bang,
Then it break so suddenly.
It's like when you are dating with you boyfriend and you feel so sweet, then he suddenly say he want to break up with you, WTF right!
kao bo bak sai~~~(cry without tears)
@#$%^&, arghhhh!!!

Sometimes, animals are just so damn cute....

I'm too fat until i can't scratch my butt!

I said: SHUT UP!!

Take a nap, like this powerful dog, lolx!!

Charmaine Koh said: Come on, give me a bear hugs!!

A dog sleep with a cat, isn't it harmony?

Lastly, i love this most...Chia wei, you also love this most right?

chia wei=> <= karen

10 more days...oh man~~TP Rawks is coming soon!
Our first performance is coming soon, in 10 more days only!!
I'm so nervous, excited, happy, touched....
but...am i touched too early?
It should happen after the succesful performance^^
Salvo Salvo Salvo!!!
加油 加油 加油!!!
WOOHHHS~~

Name 20 people you can think of now
Choose 5 people to do the quiz.
Do not read the question until you’ve named the 20 people.
1. Angel
2. Debbie
3. Lynette
4. Soeng May
5. Liyen
6. Kelvin
7. Charmaine Koh
8. Charmaine Choo
9. Chia Wei
10. Eric
11. Clement
12. Cheryl
13. Veronica
14. Yuan
15. Wen
16. Pin
17. Ruth
18. Marc
19. Ruo Han
20. Hong

1. How did you meet 14?
Primary School

2. What would you do if you never met 1?
My life will be totally different.

3.What if 9 and 20 dated?
I will be very happy, but they dun even know each other. Maybe i can introduce them to each other, both of them in engineering school. Will be very convenient if they dated^^

4.Will 6 and 17 date?
Dunno? And maybe they already are?

5.Describe 3.
Though she is very quite, but you will always know a person well when you know her long, lolx! Always smile also, sexy voiced (cannot hear properly what she is talking about), quite naught sometime. She is very sweet, kind, caring. And she is very tall and i am very short.

6.Is 8 attractive?
Of course!

7.Describe 7.
Damn friendly and HUGABLE!? A very very good senior and drummer. Always smile, cute, gentlevioced, very gentle also although whack the drum powerfully.

8.Do you know any 12’s family members?
Erm...dunno...maybe 10 know.

9.What if 18 confesses that he/she likes you?
吓傻掉，stunned?

11.What is 2’s fave band or singer?
Dunno, but she likes Winnie Pooh alots.

12.Would you date 4?
Maybe? But have to ask her whether she can accept lesbian anot.

13.Is 19 single?
Dunno? Should be ba...

14.Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
In the future? I dunno. But anyway, he loves someone who called vanxxxx.

15.School Of 3?
Temasek Poly, Business school.

16.Where does 6 live?
Tampines. Opp century square. Blk 149, level 8, LOLX!

17.What is 5's fave things?
Dog, Drum, Me?

18.Have you ever seen 2 naked?
Of course not! I am not pervert. And she dun have that kind of hobby.

I dun wan to choose.

New hairdo

Oh my god! This is not the hairdo i want...
I intended to have my previous hairdo
but then this new hairdo is much shorter and therefore make me looks like auntie...
sianzzz....

I am supposed to be at Malaysia now, but what the hell i still at Singapore!! Because when i reached Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal at 3pm yesterday and i wanted to reserve a seat of trip at 3:55pm to go back, the staff there told me that my two-ways ticket had expired...it's only valid util 29th October...sianzzz....
So i will go back to Malaysia today, via Changi terminal=p